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Saturday, December 19, 2009 ( 1:21 AM )

Taylor Lautner

Hello! Indeed today was the MOST happiest day in my life. I PASS MY Normal LEVEL EXAMINATION! Alhamdullilah. Thank god! Let me straight go to the ONLY topic of the day.

Normal Examination Result.

English - 4

Math - 4

Science - 4

Combined Humanities - 3

Mt - 2

D&T - 2

Let me give comments on every subject i scored. For English, I am pretty sad to get a 4 only. I was aiming for grade 3 & i did predict of getting grade 3 after doing the paper. But in the end, the score that was reflected on my result was only a grade 4. Sad deep inside but extremely happy on the outer!

For Math, i thanked Ninie for the massive guidance on my math. I think she always want to give me a big tight slap during every study time with her. Because i will ask lots of question ranging from high stupidity to unanswered questions. Haha!

For Science, i really really thanked Ms Lin for her awesome effort to stay back with me till the security guard chased us out. She's being patience at me for my slow understanding in that subject. She even sarcrifice to be LATE for a meet up with her friend. The moment she finish teaching me was already 1 HOUR late from the time of the meet up. Respect her alot. I also thanked Azmeran for the effort of teaching my chemistry & being patience too for my slow understanding in that subject. I think he even wished to throw a real chemical at me i guess! Hahs!

For Combined Humanities, i expected A FAIL. I expected A UNGRADED. I swear on that. Why? Because my Social Studies was totally shit. I believe till now that i lost a beautiful 25 marks on that paper due to the SEQ. & i don't believe on getting a full 25marks for my SBQ. Soo what triggers me to get a freaking 3? Perhaps my Geo. Geo paper was quite easy. NO formation of anything. Thats why. Hahs! But still ..... I am wondering till now. Hahs!

For Mt, it SHOCK MY WHOLE LIFE. A grade 2? You telling me a joke? Am i blind? Godd! First time in my Secondary School that i got a grade 2. Normally will be like grade 3,4 or 5. I wasted 30 MINUTES staring at the blank sky for my MT P1 & still a grade 2. How ironic can this be! & i thanked Ms Aisha like one crazy person. Hahs!

For D&T, its above my aim target which i am really happy off. Thats all i can say for d&t. Hahs!

I had the most OUTRAGEOUS celebration the moment i knew i pass my N lvl among everyone! Why? Because i KICKED MY CHAIR when JUST Mr Lim grabbed the booklist which confirm me to Secondary 5. & he haven't even finished talking & jumped & shout & KICK MY CHAIR. Outrageous right? Hahaha!

Syaza,Sakinah,Iszuwan,Ahmad Hafiz,Nizam,Azmeran,Syafiq,Firdaus,Ninie SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

Aza,Amirul,Mashairi,Asyraf,Ibrahim,Danial,Ramadhan I am going to miss you all! Persuit well & good at the ITE. REMEMBER ITS NOT THE END!

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 12:47 AM )

Well hello guys! Yeahh i am back to posting once again. As i said before that i am active in Tumblr from 12am to 4am daily. Blogspot will be more into my life publish which may not concerns anyone but only myself. To those whom care about me behind the scene, every post in my blogspot may answer your curious questions that you may not be brave enough to ask me. If its not answered, well i should say thats too bad then. Today's post will be broken down into several different stories. If you can't accept what i did say in this post, two choice for you. Stuff it deep into your ass or tell me. Here you go!

Qoute

"Worry less. Smile more. Accept criticism. Take responsibility. Listen & love. Don't hate. Embrace change. Feel good anyway."

I love this quote. For me, this quote will lead someone to a happier life. This quote was adapted from one of my Tumblr post on last few days. Let me explain part by part:

Worry less: The more you worry, the more you're thinking, the more you're thinking, the more depress you're. End up you won't be happy. Soo worry less & you will be happy!

Smile more: A smile can lit someone's day or just demoralise more the person's day. Why can demoralise people too? Because just smile when someone's pissed at you & that person will be furious while you will be happy.

Accept criticism: The most important point. Never take a criticism as a let down or a sentence of "the end" journey. Always take it as a piece of motivation to prove the person wrong & hence throw some shit at the person when you prove you can do it. If you can't accept criticism, i suggest you one place thats 7 feet long, 3 feet wide & 7 feet deep.

Take responsibility: Don't turn stories around & trying to be one horrendous innocent asshole. Just admit it & done. Would you rather be remember by friends as a big liar or just handle a few criticism for few weeks/months?

Listen & love: Just love what you listen even thought its bad thing. Why? If you hate what you listen, end up you're going to be furious at yourself. No happy life then.

Don't hate: Yeah! Don't hate anyone. Not even your enemys. Let people hate you. In the end that person whom hate you will get frus & not having a happy life whileas you whom don't hate anyone will always be happy.

Embrace change: Can't accept change? You deserve to die.

Feel good anyway: Feeling good in anyway will leads to a happy happy life for sure.

Life

Without fail, this part will be included in every post of mine. Life had been GREAT AWESOME FANTASTIC INCREDIBLE. Its just either i work or i go out to enjoy with my besties. I admit in this mist of my great holiday, some soul did TRIED his/her life out to piss me off which FAIL DRASTICALLY. Why? The person sending me pissed msg on the other side while i am on another side laughing my ass out having fun outside with besties. Let it be how it want to be now. I don't want to care. I WILL settle it only once i am done enjoying my times. Maybe not too. Work had been long hours lately. 5 hours the fastest followed by 8 hours then 11 hours then 12 hours then 13 hours then 17 hours. Tired of the zoo. Tired of taking cab. This job i will only know my entrance timing BUT my leaving timing will be a BIG mystery on every of my working days. Even security guards don't work more than 12 hours like we did! Hahs!