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Thursday, April 23, 2009 ( 11:57 PM )
“Thank you Sakinah for the encouraging speech at your blog. Appreciate it a lot.
Yes, I wonder a lot in class just now on what you said on Wednesday (22/4/09). It really distracts my studies & for sure my normal self. On Wednesday (22/4/09), I was just about to somehow enjoy the following day since I just solved a problem out of my many problems but everything just ruined when the moment you told me the matter. You may feel guilty that you pull me deeper in problem times & also adding more problems to me. Even thought you may feel guilty, you still made me happy due to you tell me the matter that you have kept for quite sometime.
There’s one question that I want you to answer me. “Who is the “someone”?” Unfortunately, you’re unable too. It disappoints me as well as made me frustrated too. Disappoints me due to you’re unable to tell the “someone” when I really want to know & frustrated due to I am unable to carry on my next task. I know you made a promise to that “someone” that you won’t & never reveal the person. You have to think. There’s consequence behind every decision you made. If you choose not to tell me, you will leave me wondering for the rest of my life. But if you choose to tell me, I can carry on my next task & also perhaps that “someone” may lose trust in you too. Yes, it’s a very big decision to make. It’s either you make me stop wondering & perhaps I can be back to my old Arif OR you keep the person secret & make me suffer & wonder everyday. Nor matter what, I will still accept & respect the decision you will make in the next few days time.”
Yes, I wonder a lot in class just now on what you said on Wednesday (22/4/09). It really distracts my studies & for sure my normal self. On Wednesday (22/4/09), I was just about to somehow enjoy the following day since I just solved a problem out of my many problems but everything just ruined when the moment you told me the matter. You may feel guilty that you pull me deeper in problem times & also adding more problems to me. Even thought you may feel guilty, you still made me happy due to you tell me the matter that you have kept for quite sometime.
There’s one question that I want you to answer me. “Who is the “someone”?” Unfortunately, you’re unable too. It disappoints me as well as made me frustrated too. Disappoints me due to you’re unable to tell the “someone” when I really want to know & frustrated due to I am unable to carry on my next task. I know you made a promise to that “someone” that you won’t & never reveal the person. You have to think. There’s consequence behind every decision you made. If you choose not to tell me, you will leave me wondering for the rest of my life. But if you choose to tell me, I can carry on my next task & also perhaps that “someone” may lose trust in you too. Yes, it’s a very big decision to make. It’s either you make me stop wondering & perhaps I can be back to my old Arif OR you keep the person secret & make me suffer & wonder everyday. Nor matter what, I will still accept & respect the decision you will make in the next few days time.”
Your sincerely,
Arif.
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