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Tuesday, January 6, 2009 ( 11:50 PM )

“Why humans nowadays like bugging the history of a person? There’s good history & even bad history. Instead of praising the good history of ours, humans tend to bug on the bad history instead. I believe highly no humans love to hear their bad history being bug out by their friends etc. Making a mistake may lead to a bad history after all. Once a bad history is made, prepare to hear some bugging here & there.”

“I had tons & millions of experience of getting bug for one of my bad history in life. I simply just don’t know how on earth to react back when I was bug of my bad history. Should I scold the bugger? Should I just shut up? Should I lecture the bugger? I got no idea to it. All I have been doing is to shut up during the bugging process, a change of face expression & whatever question ask by the bugger will end up receiving a force smile from me instead of an answer. If I were to scold the bugger, it seems truly pathetic for me & a waste of time. It will also end me up in an unnecessary fight with the bugger which I don’t want. The feel of getting bug is as if your heart got pierce through by a fire lilted arrow & your lung burst into tears. The pain may perhaps be very hard to those whom can’t take it. For me, people may say bugging my bad history is fun because I will not react nothing but to just smile. But I am just like normal humans out there with all kinds of feeling. I will always assume the bugging is meant to be jokes instead of hurting me. I may tag along laughing while the bugger is bugging but it will also leave me wondering totally to the core when the bugger finishes his bugging.”

“Didn’t the bugger ever felt the pain of being bug? Didn’t the bugger have bad history that himself/herself didn’t wish someone would ever bug about it? Didn’t the bugger imagine how embarrassing it may turn out for some person? For your further information, I won’t get embarrass. Questions after questions that seems to no end with no answers too. Why must the bugger dig up a history of a person? After all, the history still stays high & the bugger had just waste some moments of his/her life bugging it. Didn’t the bugger ever think of doing something pretty more LOGIC & SENSIBLE? It’s history already. For what in this pretty world you still want to dig it again? It’s as if you digging a grave of your dad whom will be dead one day. You will only get your dad’s skeleton instead of his body. Or worse still, there’s no even your dad’s skeleton to be found. Isn’t it a waste of time? It’s the same for bugging a bad history. The bugger will just waste litres of his/her saliva to just bug a bad history. Isn’t it a waste of your saliva? Gosh! Furthermore, I am a person whom doesn’t look back at the past. What’s past means history already. I will just look forward & get my aim fulfill. To be honest, I just can’t simply understand this. Pathetically stupid! ”