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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

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Saturday, January 31, 2009 ( 12:17 AM )

Good evening! Back to normal post now... Enough of two posts of feelingness... The first feelingness post was the 1st time in my blogging career... Greatness!! But seriously to the intestine, what i say at the two particular post i mean it alot... And if you find a grammar or wat so ever mistake in the two post, i will make sure you will get the WORLD'S BEST ENGLISH TUTOR soon... The two post were mistakeless as i type it out at microsoft words first before posting it here... Its not suitable to use stupid english at those kind of feelingness posts.... haha! Perhaps there will be one or two more feelingness post to come soon... Once again, for those whom feels i am talking about you, then you are welcome to the core to feel as much as you want... Let me start my different chapter of story:

NPCC

About only 6 months left to our POP... Once done, NPCC career will perhaps already reach the end of the road... 4 years in NPCC... Through the high & low that lasts 4 years... I can dare to say low moments were more than high moments in the 4 years... BUT the little amount of high moments are enough to make me forget almost all the low moments... Fyi, i am will be under medication for some reason for a freaking two months! And the medicine frequently somehow weakens energetic body... Soo i am considering of taking about 2 months leave from NPCC... But to be frank, in this final few months of NPCC left, 2 months off seems like 2 century off mann! Soo i will try to force my body to go to the very core & hopefully i will make it through within the 2 months... Hope high babe!

Movie

"Mo Folchart (Brendan Fraser) is a father who possesses a secret ability to bring characters from books to life when he reads them aloud. But when Mo accidentally brings a power-hungry villain from a rare children's fable to life, the villain kidnaps Mo's daughter and demands Mo to bring other evil fictional characters to life. In an attempt to rescue his daughter, Mo assembles a disparate group of friends - both real and magic - and embarks on a journey to save her and set things right."

INKHEART!! A superb movie for me... Rate it 9/10 for it... I will recommend all to catch this freaking good movie... The movie plot is already there for you to read it... The movie plot is enough to impress me to the core & make me decide to catch it... Overall, there's funny part, serious part, action part & even sad part... I ALMOST cried at two particular part of the movie... The sentences that brendan fraser & another guy said were just touching mannn!! HAHAHA! That's for me ahh... For those whom watch already & think its not touching at all, that's your problem alright!! haha! I JUST WANT TO HAVE THE ABILITY OF MO FOLCHART!! :D

Cerita hantu

** Lots of apology to all for the language i'am using for this post**

A story that somehow bring shiver down my spine!!

"Cerita ini berlaku pada kawan isteri saya Amirah (nama samaran) semasa mereka masih belajar di salah satu college di Terangganu. Pada satu hari, si Amirah mahu cuci baju dia di tempat cuci baju. Lalu dia masuk ke tempat itu, dan dapati satu orang sedang cuci baju dia di situ. Di tempat itu ada divider antara bilik-bilik cuci tapi divider itu kalau diri boleh nampak orang sebelah, dan kalau tunduk boleh nampak kaki. Lalu si Amirah mula cuci baju sambil lah bual-bual dengan orang sebelah itu. Agak panjang perbualan mereka, sampai lah sabun si Amirah jatuh ke bawah. So si Amirah tunduk nak ambik sabun lalu nak tahu dia nampak apa? Dia nampak orang di sebelah itu takde kaki! Lalu si Amirah dengan perasaan yang panik dan takut, dia kata dgn suara menggigil pada orang itu "Saya pergi dulu ye, saya dah habis cuci." Lalu nak tahu apa si "Orang" itu kata? Dia kata, "Dah habis cuci ke dah tahu dik"

Riding videos

Biggest apology to all... I didn't manage to edit finish all the video... I really really apologise to the core... Its simpily because time didn't allow me to edit it all finish by the end of January... I apologise once again to all whom waited for my video....

"Azmeran, thank you for the treat on friday(30/1/09)!! It's soo unexpected that you willing to repay the treat i gave you during the riding. How happy i am to get a treat mann! A rare thing to happen. HAHA!!"

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Monday, January 19, 2009 ( 1:35 AM )

“Again! Things still didn’t change up till now. Over 3 years, it’s still the same. Every year I will surely for sure have at least 3 conflicts against you. How great can that be people? I’ am sorry due to my outspokenness character. To be frank, I don’t like to hide things. If I feel there’s a need for me to say it, I will do it straight to your face. I don’t care who you are. My best friends, my close friends, my “special” friends or whoever you are to me, if I need to say, I will say. There are few friends whom had commented on my outspokenness before. Most of the comments were like “You shouldn’t be that outspoken to him/her!”

“Being outspoken will bring unhappiness to some parties while to some other parties it brings happiness & relieve and to some special humans, it did affect anything on him/her. For those whom are in the unhappy category, you’re classified as the “SENSITIVE” person by me. For those whom are in the happy & relieve category, you’re classified as the “THANK GOD!” person by me. For those whom are in the special category, you’re classified as the “GREATNESS!” person by me. To be frank, I will prefer the happy & relieve humans. It’s because they understand the purpose of me being outspoken. Yes, the word that comes out of my mouth maybe hurtful, but the purpose of it is to make you realize what you doing. It’s not meant to hurt people but to change people. For sure this particular person whom I am referring now is under the sensitive category. Sensitive + outspoken= World war. Sensitive can’t meet the outspoken for sure! Both parties will waste tons of saliva arguing. These two personalities are like cats and dog. Sensitive are the cats while the outspoken are the dogs. When cat & dog meet, they will surely fight right? It’s just hard.”

“If you ask me to change, I am sorry I can’t change. Being outspoken is like already as if it’s natural for me. I don’t even know when I out spoke a person. Sometimes, I will only realize when someone comes to me & say I had outspoken that person.”

“When will this change? When he/she can accept the fact on what I’ am telling him/her? This is totally crap! GOSH!”

**To those whom feel this post is referring to you, go on and feel it. **
**To those whom didn’t feel this post is referring to you, continue not to feel it. **

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009 ( 11:50 PM )

“Why humans nowadays like bugging the history of a person? There’s good history & even bad history. Instead of praising the good history of ours, humans tend to bug on the bad history instead. I believe highly no humans love to hear their bad history being bug out by their friends etc. Making a mistake may lead to a bad history after all. Once a bad history is made, prepare to hear some bugging here & there.”

“I had tons & millions of experience of getting bug for one of my bad history in life. I simply just don’t know how on earth to react back when I was bug of my bad history. Should I scold the bugger? Should I just shut up? Should I lecture the bugger? I got no idea to it. All I have been doing is to shut up during the bugging process, a change of face expression & whatever question ask by the bugger will end up receiving a force smile from me instead of an answer. If I were to scold the bugger, it seems truly pathetic for me & a waste of time. It will also end me up in an unnecessary fight with the bugger which I don’t want. The feel of getting bug is as if your heart got pierce through by a fire lilted arrow & your lung burst into tears. The pain may perhaps be very hard to those whom can’t take it. For me, people may say bugging my bad history is fun because I will not react nothing but to just smile. But I am just like normal humans out there with all kinds of feeling. I will always assume the bugging is meant to be jokes instead of hurting me. I may tag along laughing while the bugger is bugging but it will also leave me wondering totally to the core when the bugger finishes his bugging.”

“Didn’t the bugger ever felt the pain of being bug? Didn’t the bugger have bad history that himself/herself didn’t wish someone would ever bug about it? Didn’t the bugger imagine how embarrassing it may turn out for some person? For your further information, I won’t get embarrass. Questions after questions that seems to no end with no answers too. Why must the bugger dig up a history of a person? After all, the history still stays high & the bugger had just waste some moments of his/her life bugging it. Didn’t the bugger ever think of doing something pretty more LOGIC & SENSIBLE? It’s history already. For what in this pretty world you still want to dig it again? It’s as if you digging a grave of your dad whom will be dead one day. You will only get your dad’s skeleton instead of his body. Or worse still, there’s no even your dad’s skeleton to be found. Isn’t it a waste of time? It’s the same for bugging a bad history. The bugger will just waste litres of his/her saliva to just bug a bad history. Isn’t it a waste of your saliva? Gosh! Furthermore, I am a person whom doesn’t look back at the past. What’s past means history already. I will just look forward & get my aim fulfill. To be honest, I just can’t simply understand this. Pathetically stupid! ”