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2008 will end in only few minutes more. 1 year is equivalent to 365 days. Almost every human will surely thinks that 365 days are very long. But in the actual fact, 365 days pass just like a wind. Fast & furiously it passes us without us realizing it. Wake up, daily routine, night, off to sleep & one of the 365 days is gone just like that.
2008 have been filling with different emotions. If someone who dares to step up and say “I’ AM 24/7 HAPPY FOR THE WHOLE YEAR OF 2008”, I will also dare to say that I have seen the BIGGEST LIAR in my life. I’ am very confidence to say that even a Happy-Go-Lucky person, will get NOT happy some of the days in the whole year. Whatever it is, we’re a human & a human always get the chance to taste every emotion exist in this world. For this year, I had felt Happiness, Sadness, Angers, Frustrations, Disappointments, Regrets, Satisfactions, Annoyance and Embarrassments. Nine different kinds of emotions I manage to flashback & remember those moments that contained those emotions. Maybe perhaps there’s more emotions happened to me this year but I sincerely apologies because I couldn’t think of anymore already. Let me list out some of the incidents containing the emotions:
Happiness
– Being around with different kind of friends and laughing, joking, teasing at each other.
– Being around with family members and joking, laughing at each other.
– Meeting with Sab & Ros at OBS & also the rest of the DA GAMA members.
Sadness
– Unable to remember. Sad moments do not need to remember hardly.
Anger
– Some humans PURPOSELY late with an intention to make me feel the heart pain they suffer waiting for me.
Frustrations
– Unable to solve problematic questions regardless any subjects.
– Unable to get what the teacher is trying to teach & the teacher not willing to repeat it once again.
Disappointments
– Fail my math on my end of year overall result & the paper itself. Pass math for CA1, SA1 & CA2.
Regrets
– For not studying hard enough for end of year exam that cost the result to drop tremendously.
Satisfactions
– Promoted to Secondary 4.
– Being the fifth in class.
– Being the 20th position in the whole secondary 3 NA level.
Annoyance
– Having some irritating humans around me.
– Studying in a noise environment.
Embarrassments
– The incidents happened at East Coast on 23 Dec 2008
– Some stupid acts did by me & my friends & unluckily spotted by someone.
In this whole year, surely I would have made several mistakes on anyone of you. I am a human & human can’t run away from making mistakes. Maybe perhaps some mistakes I have done to you but I just didn’t realize it. Or perhaps I knew I did a mistake but instead you didn’t realize it. Mistakes come in many categories. I guess the most mistakes I made this year were all through the way I talk & the words out of my mouth. The words I used maybe harsh to some, nothing to others & normal for me. Yes, I had been through in this problem several times this year. Gosh, it’s really irritating & frustrating to get this kind of problem but I understand different human got different ways. I just couldn’t name the entire person out because this problem happens quite a lot of times this year. So I took this opportunity to apologies to those whom I have somehow broken your lovely small red heart.
In this whole year, I did made new friends & even getting closer with those whom I was not close few years back. But I did neglect some of my friends. Great friends like azmeran, syafiq & firdaus. *Some of the names pop up in my mind* I neglect them not because I had something against them or whatsoever. I neglect them with a few reasons I guess they themselves can see it clearly. It’s due to we are from different class. I have classmates that loves to stay back after school etc & by the time I want to meet or talk to them, they most probably would have gone home or even join up with their very own classmates. How about weekends? We have our own outings with friends or family. Again, we didn’t manage to meet, talk, and joke with each other. So I took this opportunity again to apologies to azmeran, syafiq & firdaus for neglecting you all for quite some time.
Everyone will have their very own New Year’s Resolutions. Here’s my 10 New Year’s Resolutions & it will end this post as well:
-Pass my N levels.
-Get focus in class rather than playing fools most of the times.
-Try to get the selected humans & get well with them back.
-Try to give equal spending time to all my friends.
-Keep on passing math all the way till O levels.
-Get a well celebrated birthday.
-Hope for David Copperfield to be in Singapore.
-Hope to be in a piano lesson.
-Get a new pair of shoes
-Hopes the world turn peace.
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