I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty

I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
2008 will end in only few minutes more. 1 year is equivalent to 365 days. Almost every human will surely thinks that 365 days are very long. But in the actual fact, 365 days pass just like a wind. Fast & furiously it passes us without us realizing it. Wake up, daily routine, night, off to sleep & one of the 365 days is gone just like that.
2008 have been filling with different emotions. If someone who dares to step up and say “I’ AM 24/7 HAPPY FOR THE WHOLE YEAR OF 2008”, I will also dare to say that I have seen the BIGGEST LIAR in my life. I’ am very confidence to say that even a Happy-Go-Lucky person, will get NOT happy some of the days in the whole year. Whatever it is, we’re a human & a human always get the chance to taste every emotion exist in this world. For this year, I had felt Happiness, Sadness, Angers, Frustrations, Disappointments, Regrets, Satisfactions, Annoyance and Embarrassments. Nine different kinds of emotions I manage to flashback & remember those moments that contained those emotions. Maybe perhaps there’s more emotions happened to me this year but I sincerely apologies because I couldn’t think of anymore already. Let me list out some of the incidents containing the emotions:
Happiness
– Being around with different kind of friends and laughing, joking, teasing at each other.
– Being around with family members and joking, laughing at each other.
– Meeting with Sab & Ros at OBS & also the rest of the DA GAMA members.
Sadness
– Unable to remember. Sad moments do not need to remember hardly.
Anger
– Some humans PURPOSELY late with an intention to make me feel the heart pain they suffer waiting for me.
Frustrations
– Unable to solve problematic questions regardless any subjects.
– Unable to get what the teacher is trying to teach & the teacher not willing to repeat it once again.
Disappointments
– Fail my math on my end of year overall result & the paper itself. Pass math for CA1, SA1 & CA2.
Regrets
– For not studying hard enough for end of year exam that cost the result to drop tremendously.
Satisfactions
– Promoted to Secondary 4.
– Being the fifth in class.
– Being the 20th position in the whole secondary 3 NA level.
Annoyance
– Having some irritating humans around me.
– Studying in a noise environment.
Embarrassments
– The incidents happened at East Coast on 23 Dec 2008
– Some stupid acts did by me & my friends & unluckily spotted by someone.
In this whole year, surely I would have made several mistakes on anyone of you. I am a human & human can’t run away from making mistakes. Maybe perhaps some mistakes I have done to you but I just didn’t realize it. Or perhaps I knew I did a mistake but instead you didn’t realize it. Mistakes come in many categories. I guess the most mistakes I made this year were all through the way I talk & the words out of my mouth. The words I used maybe harsh to some, nothing to others & normal for me. Yes, I had been through in this problem several times this year. Gosh, it’s really irritating & frustrating to get this kind of problem but I understand different human got different ways. I just couldn’t name the entire person out because this problem happens quite a lot of times this year. So I took this opportunity to apologies to those whom I have somehow broken your lovely small red heart.
In this whole year, I did made new friends & even getting closer with those whom I was not close few years back. But I did neglect some of my friends. Great friends like azmeran, syafiq & firdaus. *Some of the names pop up in my mind* I neglect them not because I had something against them or whatsoever. I neglect them with a few reasons I guess they themselves can see it clearly. It’s due to we are from different class. I have classmates that loves to stay back after school etc & by the time I want to meet or talk to them, they most probably would have gone home or even join up with their very own classmates. How about weekends? We have our own outings with friends or family. Again, we didn’t manage to meet, talk, and joke with each other. So I took this opportunity again to apologies to azmeran, syafiq & firdaus for neglecting you all for quite some time.
Everyone will have their very own New Year’s Resolutions. Here’s my 10 New Year’s Resolutions & it will end this post as well:
-Pass my N levels.
-Get focus in class rather than playing fools most of the times.
-Try to get the selected humans & get well with them back.
-Try to give equal spending time to all my friends.
-Keep on passing math all the way till O levels.
-Get a well celebrated birthday.
-Hope for David Copperfield to be in Singapore.
-Hope to be in a piano lesson.
-Get a new pair of shoes
-Hopes the world turn peace.
Humans! Animals! Insects! Back posting again... Today's post will be abt the riding on 25/12/08.... Let me start:
Riding(25/12/08)
Soo me,sufie,fir,syafiq & azmeran went to East Coast to have fun & do riding as well... It was suppose to be so called "npcc outing" but since we want to inject more fun to the outing, we decided to call down azmeran from NCC... Another reason for us to call down azmeran was it had been quite a long time since we went out together & had fun... We are in different class, taking different subjects, having our own kind of classmates are some of the reason for us not to be as close as last two years... Once reach East Coast, we rent bike & off we go to Changi Beach.. We rent for a total of 3 hours... Like WOW! We rent 3 single & one double...
Btw, the person whom attend us to bring the requested bike etc was a china person... And i was the one whom did the speaking... But its truly headache for me to understand the slang he speaking... I got to stare straight to his face & try to understand on the first time but i can't! I always have to say " Uh? Sorry can you repeat. I cannot understand."... HAHA! But seriously i hate when a foreigner talk to me because i will have difficult to understand... But thankfully that azmeran interrupted one of my conversation with him & talk chinese... GREATNESS!! Thank you soo much... A clever step to take... HAHA! But i am proud of foreigner whom came to singapore to work & earn money for their hard living family staying overseas... Just imagine you got to leave ur family at ur hometown & off to work for months at diff country... Ohhhh man!
Along the way to Changi Beach, we did took videos reporting where are we etc etc... Lame right? But its just to inject more fun during the riding rather than just having a silent riding all the way... If you, would you prefer lame but fun riding or silent & dead riding?? HAHA! Being lame will not bring sin right humans? HAHA! It will bring laughters to those whom have great imagination like me! For peanut brain humans, you won't want to entertain all this... Btw the videos are all in the process of editting & formatting... If you want to see the videos edited by me, be patient as it will be out at my blog at around middle of Jan 2009... If you are impatient, you may see syafiq's edited videos on his blog at around starting of Jan 2009... Fyi, me & syafiq editting the same video but just diff way of editting,effects etc.... You maybe wondering why i take longer than syafiq?? Its simpily because he already finish formatting all the videos & already finish editting one of the many videos... Whileas for me, i only done formatting two of the many videos & not even touch on any editting... See the different? And the reason for me to post the video is for my future reference.. You hate it, your problem peanut brain!
Soo we cycle & cycle all the way till this path whereby you will feel like there's no ending to it... But in the actual fact, there's of course a ending to it... We name it "The twilight zone" & till this second i can't understand why.... HAHA!! Its a straight path that measures 8km & that path is the path that will bring us to Changi Beach... All of us were cursing & swearing all the there... Once we reach the 0 metre mark, we felt soo the happy! Rest awhile & realise we only left with 1 hr 30mins... Turn back our bikes and saw another marking saying 8km to East Coast... Heart breaking i tell you! Walauwei! Once we end "The twilight zone", means we had completed 16km in total just for that part... Still got more kilometres to go before reaching our bike shop...
The moment we were out of "the twilight zone", we were left with 1 hr.... GOSH!! All of us cycle as fast as we could & forgetting eachother just because to send the first cyclist to the shop & the time will stop... I was the second & azmeran was the first... Seriously to the core i want to give up but i endure & move on... I had to rely on the water left just like height of a toe... Just imagine! And got this part whereby i got to cycle up a steep slope & i just can't push the peddle more... I got to PUSH it up the steep slope... GOSH!! And there's this part whereby i curse & swear this malay grandma! Let me express it out once again..
I was about to turn a 90 degrees bend... And once you turn it will be a zebra crossing... Ok fine.. I manage to make a sudden stop at the turning point as i saw a old grandma age abt 80+ walking freaking slow... Thx god i manage to grab the brake & stop... If not, i would had turn & directly hit on that 80 year old grandma which i had wished after the incident... The moment i stop, there's this particular cyclist cycling fast & furious suddenly zoom past me GO BETWEEN the old grandma & her son or wat soo ever lahh... The son suddenly shouted this to the cyclist " EH, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP UH?! THIS IS A ZEBRA CROSSING & YOU SHOULD STOP YOU KNOW!!" But the cyclist just keep on cycling... The part the son shouted, i was like "mannn!! This fucking son have a peanut brain mann!!" Yes, its a zebra crossing and cyclist should stop... His correct at that... But the thing is, they taking to the 200% advantage of the zebra crossing & walk slowly... Its like WHATTHEFUCK! Is he blind or wat? Can't he see there's alot of cyclist zooming fast & furiously there? Even my grandma got a brain big enough to walk faster! Yes, the grandma is like 80 years old & maybe can't walk fast, soo the son got to like push or wat lahh!! For that, the son just leave grandma alone walking slowly... Its like WHATTHEFUCK AGAIN! Imagine you are crossing a zebra crossing at a ROAD with VEHICLES and a fast car driving at 120km/h approaching to the zebra crossing withing 10 seconds, will you still cross & expects the car to really stop & not hit you??? Like WHATTHEFUCK MANN!! I curse & swear that family to die etc all day long...WHATTHEFUCK!
Soo all reach the bike shop half & hour late but escapes the penalty... All thank to the dumbass person whom i think lost track of the time... HAHAHA!! The person from pluto i guess... HAHAHA!!
Yo humans! I'am back with a brand new post... You see! When i don't want to post or don't even wish to post, i will not post till like about nearly a month... But when i want to post or i have the feelings to post, i can even do it everyday... But the problem is not i post everyday or once a month... The problem here when i post, humans just don't know how to tag! But when i didn't post, humans cleverly flooded my tag board asking to post... And those humans whom ask me to post didn't tag me when i'am done wasting like 1-2 hours of squeezing my brain juice just to give a understandable yet as short as possible post for you all... Haiya! NVM! Thats not a big deal for me... Just expressing out how i feel when i check my tag board just now...
Soo basically today's post may make you laugh your intestine out or maybe perhaps nothing... If you have a good good imagination, try imagine what i am going to share later... Imagine its YOU! I can sure you that you can laugh your kidney out! Let me start the story:
Riding with classmates
Sooo well just now i went to East Coast park for riding with sak & asyraf... HAHA! Alot right? wuahahahaha! EH! You don't think three people only means boring ride eh.. Slap you from top to bottom ah! Three people go but the fun & laughters we had were like there's 30 people! Don't play a fool ahh... Its also up to you lahh how much jokes & fun you want to put in to liven up the atmosphere... The more you shut the hell up, the more you feel like hell.. wuahahaha! For those who thinks that i am going to tell from A to Z abt today's riding, i am truly sorry that i am not... I am posting about the incident that occur to MYSELF during the period of the riding... This will be the part that will either makes you laugh your intestine out or nothing... All lies on the powerfulness of your imagination!
Duration: 3 hours.
1st incident
Relax at pondok first before deciding to swap with asyraf... Means now will be me taking the single seat while asyraf & sak will be taking the double seat... Soo when i cycle single seat bike, i can't cycle too slow nor too fast because it will make my bike stumble... Weird right? Means i got to go at a quite fast speed and it also means that i will be quite far from the double seat ones... Soo at this particular place whereby i decided to look behind to check how far the double seats were from me... Soo i turn back with my right hand off the handle... The moment i turn back with my right hand off the handle, my bike STUMBLE like hell and the bike FALL to the right too! GOSHHHH!! Just imagine how panic i am when the bike stumble! Once the bike fall my RIGHT leg was push forward and brushing on the hard rocky ground while i am standing! Asyraf & sakinah saw the way i fall... They laugh at me & even i laugh at myself!! Wuahahahahaha! JUST IMAGINE!
2nd incident
It happens less than a metre from the 1st incident!! Greatness or wat!! This time with the double seat... Me & sakinah decided to try out me to be at the front because for double seat, i can't simpily control the bike when i am at the front... Weird stuffs!! Soo me & sakinah full of enthu & confidence that we can move smoothly! BUT THEN!! Once both of our legs off the ground & onto the peddle, the bike STUMBLE like hell once again & fall to the RIGHT again!! This time since double seat bike are pretty heavy, me & sakinah were pushing all the way down to the grass just beside us.. Thx god there's grass there! HAHAHA! But the sensational thing was I DID A SOMERSAULT JUST LIKE HOW COMMANDOS NORMALLY DO WHEN THE MOMENT THE BIKE ABIT MORE TOUCH THE GROUND!! SOMERSAULT YOU KNOW!! We all laugh our intestine,lungs,hearts out mannn!! Even me & sakinah can laugh! Especially me! I laugh at myself like one idiot because i did a super fast somersault! HAHAHAHAHA!! When i stand, i look at the bike, i thank myself for doing the somersault because if i didn't do it, i guess my knee will be dislocated due to the front wheel turn all the way facing my seat with a metal basket too... The metal basket did save sakinah's knee from dislocated due to the basket that makes the bike a bit higher at the back seat... JUST IMAGINE!
3rd incident
Cycling back from somewhere near changi beach... Btw, i am cycling the single bike back... There's this part whereby there's a 90 degrees sharp left turn followed by a short distance cross over a road then back to the cycling path.... Before going back to the cycling path, there's three poles equally spread out vertically for a motive to make us slow down... Soo i decided to make some "STUNT"... HAHAHAHA! I was cycle quite fast and on the right... Means if i were to just go straight, i will pass the poles SAFELY... But i decided to pass through the middle whereby both left & right have the poles... Angle my bike superbly & i pass through the middle swee2 & nicely too BUT the moment i pass through the middle, sakinah shouted freaking loud at the back... Actually the shout was meant for asyraf whom was with her at the double seat BUT the shout makes me freaking shock that I ACCIDENTALLY LOST BALANCE OF MY BIKE & TURN TO THE RIGHT AGAIN & CRASH INTO A ELECTRIC METAL BOX!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! And all of us laugh our intestine,lungs,heart out again! JUST IMAGINE!
Final incident
Ok i am tired of laughing already!! Stay tuned for the next post!! BYE BYE!

RED PSP SLIM
Before i proceed on, this is a reminder for those humans out there with peanut brain up in their freaking skull, that this topic is not meant to show off to the whole world that i just brought a PSP... Purpose of this topic is to make this post more longer... Understand peanut brain humans?!
YES! YES! YES! Finally i got it! YES! YES! YES! Finally! YES! YES! YES! Wuahahaha! I have been aiming this particular red psp before like abt 6 months ago... Greatness i waited patient for 6 months! And 6 months past just like a wind! Soo freaking fast you know! And i know abt two of my friend owned a red PSP already... But i still stubbornly want the red out of the many2 colour simpily because i want it! 6 months you know i wait! Just imagine instead of 9 months of pregnancy, its 6 months.... Means the baby will be out already! The feeling surely SYIOK AH! Just imagine! If cannot, i will send you to a specialist that can make you imagine what the crap i am sayingg here... HAHAHAHAHA!! Its pretty weird to see me having same thing as my friends because i normally i loves to be unique & different... Soo now i got a red psp & my friend also got it, means my other2 friends will be scratching their heads & wondering why on earth had happen to me... Or as if they saw THE RETURN OF DINOSAURS!! HAHAHAHA!! Btw, the price will not be revealed here due to some peanut brain humans out there... I think this post will enough to create something like tsunami? tornado? earthquake? or THE RETURN OF DINOSAURS? Just wait & stay tuned! :D
Today(22/12/08)
Alright! Maybe perhaps this is what most of you humans waiting for instead of the topic abt psp?? HAHAHAHA!! Soo after watching soccer that finished at 2am, continue my mission of putting in as much games as i can into my brand new psp... Soooooo into choosing & transfering game that when the moment i look at the clock, its 4am! WALAUWEI! HAIYA! CIS! I still got to go school for some npcc stuffs & before that got to meet the others at 8.30am... WALAUWEI! HAIYA! CIS! Shut down everything & off to bed... By the time, i guess its already 4.30am... Less than 3 hours of sleep was the main reason for me to overslept till 8.45am... Panic to the earth core man when i look at my hp's clock! And for don't know what reason i made a 360 degrees turn before i msg syafiq to ask they all to go first... HAHAHAHAHA!! But to the freaking shock of the earth core again, no one had arrive yet! All woke up late... Greatness or watt baby!!?? Then bath etc off i went out to meet them at sv lrt at abt 9.15am... Fast right?? Like Usain bolt ahh! HAHAHAHHA! Reach school, help out to wash mass tins & tidy up the npcc room... Then off to bpp for our lunch... Afida,maia,syafiq,sufie,firdaus and me went for lunch at mc bpp... Here whereby everything goes chaotic with laughters after laughters after laughters!! Eat also laugh, drink also laugh... Everything surely got laugh! WUAHAHAHAHA! And after this conversation with NURAFIDA BINTE ZAKARIAH, everything got even worse!
Afida: I take physic & chem next yearr(answering to sufie's qns)
Me:ohhhh!! Soo next year you will be the first class uh?
Afida: Yeahhh..
Me: From wat i know, next year sec 3 first express class is the stupidest right??
Afida: **Smack me**
Once after NURAFIDA BINTE ZAKARIAH finish smacking me, she took my psp & hp and off she goes to toilet... Then i was like "ok nvm tad freaking girl give back once she come back".. And my prediction was wayyyyyyyy offfff target!! Once she return back to sit, i ask her for my psp & hp, she refuse to give it! WALAUWEI!! And start to run away from me... Soooo i & NURAFIDA BINTE ZAKARIAH was like twisting & turning... HAHAHAHA! This is due to she want to take my wallet from my back pocket & i want to take back my psp & hp... Soo the turning & twisting happens... HAHAHAHAHA!! I was force to chase her from bpp mc alllllllllllllll the way till bpp lrt due to she still stubbornly don't want to give my stuffs! WALAUWEI! And we were like couples in hindustan movie whom dancing around the trees etc... HAHAHAHA!! And she even tap in the lrt & force me to wait outside for like 10mins? HAHAHAHHAA!! Finally she gave it to me after 10 mins of waiting! HAHAHAHA! NURAFIDA BINTE ZAKARIAH, I AM SEEKING FOR A REVENGE!! WUAHAHAHAHA!!
**STAY TUNED FOR MORE WITH ARIF!**
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