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Sunday, November 9, 2008 ( 12:41 AM )

Hey! Back to proper post since october 26.... 2 november post was a survey & not a post... If you say its a post, then i should say you are a pretty dumb human i guess... Without talking much, i shall continue the story of my life:

Friday(7/11/08)

The day whereby i met my super arch rival friend during the prayer.... This is a REAL REAL REAL arch rival friend... We fought since primary 6 till this moment... But i cooled down already & almost forget that incident... But because tad guy is still alive in this world & i sometimes see his ugly fucking face, it makes me flashback those times...

We were damn damn close during primary 6.... Very close that we regard eachother like brothers... After PSLE & graduation night, we fought over a matter that i forgot already... The fight was pretty terrible.... We didn't use any beatings etc but we use our charisma skill... The fight last more than a month & it always happen at night via call or msg... I think he is NOT as charismatic as me because he uses his siblings to help argue with me.... He would normally cry while arguing with me.... I kept cool & keep going... His siblings all & himself TALK BIG BUT NO ACTION.... Evident? His elder brother said he will beat me up.... I told his brother go on if you want... Till this moment, no even a touch by his siblings nor himself on my whole body... I decide to call a end to the fight after abt 2-3 months of argue.... Tired & wants a new,peace,happy life was the main reason for my decision to call a end to the fight.... The last sentence i gave to him before i put down the phone was "After the minute i put down the phone, i will NEVER EVER know you anymore... You are a complete stranger to me when we accidentally see eachother outside ..."

And i really do what i say at the last sentence... Evident? HE PRAYS JUST BESIDE ME! HE STARES ME ALL THE WAY BEFORE PRAYER STARTS TILL FINISH! BUT I JUST IGNORE BECAUSE I NEVER KNEW HIM & HIS A STRANGER!

In mind, i already planned that if he decides to punch me etc, i will just throw him against the metal barriers just about a metre away behind me... But he didn't did anything to me other than stares me... I just did my prayers with 0% distraction from the stares...

That fight did change me in several terms like:

-Egoism during fights..

-More charismatic..

-Avoid fights as long as possible..

Till this moment, i have NOT encounter a fight as terrible as this at Fajar Secondary School.... And i HOPE SKY HIGH it won't happen... Yes, some fights did occur during my 3 years in Fajar Sec soo far... But it will be settled within weeks either by a help of a friend or a give in by the another person...

"WHY AM I EGO WHEN FIGHTING?"

"WHY AM I CHARISMATIC?"

"WHY I TRY TO BE NICE TO EVERYONE?"

Answer:

It all happens due to the fight...