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Hello!! Firstly,i would like to apologise for not posting my last week's life....It's due to that i had no time to post...In fact,i had no much time to post....For both Saturday and Sunday,i spent almost the whole day outside.....But not to worry....I will tell the special thing happen on last friday and how's the annual parade training.....I will also be telling about today.....Let it begins!!!
Today(28/1/08)
Basicly started the day tired and sleepy....I had been sleepy since ACT started etc etc.....I'am LACK of sleep!!! I'am LACK of rest!!! Haizzzz......Slowly my engine started and i started my nonsense....Lesson and lesson all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....End class at 2.15 and got ACT at 2.30....GREATNESS??? Then continue lesson from 2.30 to 3.30....Between 2.30 to 3.30, my engine was stopping but manage to control it to avoid the engine from stopping.....Then proceed to computer lab to do our CIP that is PAINTING the DUSTBIN....GREATNESS??? Why must we paint the DUSTBIN out of many many things???? haizzzz.....But nvm!! It's fun painting and planning the design to paint at the dustbin....Also fun disturbing people like syafiq etc etc....And oh god!!! Some paint hit my shirt....I wonder if it can be wash away??? HMMMM.....Do that, do this,its already 6....Time flies fast!!! Sit around first before getting back home....
Friday(25/1/08)
WOW!!! Last friday me,syafiq,kai wen,syaza,zan,wei seng went for ANNUAL PARADE at HTA!!! I thought it will be a hard and torturing training at HTA....Cos we will be trained by the sirs at HTA...Before training start,we were given lunch and the food was WESTERN FOOD!!! Happy to the core!!! I thought some shitty food they going to give us.....My thought was wrong....But i still got the hard and torturing training thought in my mind since they gave us a CLASS food....And the training started....THX GOD!!! From me,its not hard and torturing....I can say its a bit leisure...But during the training i got some fiery moments....hahas....One indian guy beside me was walking instead of marching.....I had this conversation:
Me: March properly leh...Sir looking...
Indian guy: I'am tired...
Me: You think you the only one tired??!!
Indian guy: I lazy lah to march...
Me: Then for wat you enter annual parade??? Dumb or wat??
Indian guy: (keeps quiet & still walking)
Me: Can you march for GOD sake!!! Fcuk, man!!!
Indian guy: (Keeps quiet & started to march)
OH GOD!!! That indian guy really make me angry...He deserve some kicking in the ass....But lucky we were marching....Another thing that make me unhappy was the timer....The timer was soo soft as if the squad consist of 5 people....Why i don't be the timer instead??? The reason is because i can't concentrate my drills if i'am a timer.....I tried it before....One shocking news i received was that Mrs Wong took Bedemeer Secondary School....There's one Bedemeerian said Mrs Wong sucks....I was like "Fcuk you!!!".... She's good man!!! Last thing that make me unhappy was the people...The sir need 5 people to get the goodies bag(food) for us....Then about 10 people came out including me and syafiq....Then walk to the collection point,only me and syafiq left!!! Others went back in the squad....Me and syafiq was like "Damn you people!!!"...Soo we got to take 40 bottles(2 boxes) and 40 goodies bag(2 boxes)....And the one box isn't light...Soo we got to carry 2(1 for me and 1 for syafiq) and back to the collection point....haizzz...The WORSE part of the day cames.....The was DELAY 2hrs that's from 6 to 8.....FCUK RIGHT????!!! Actually i don't know if its delay or wat but we wait at the HTA like mad people from 6 to 8......GREATNESS???
Special stuffs(25/1/08)
Someone was spotted scandaling at the fitness corner!!! WUHUUUUUU!!!! Thx for me myself for spotting someone dating at the fitness corner when otw to change to full uniform...Then ask syafiq to look closer who is that.....Then!!!! The picture will tell....hahas....We started our camera shoot!!!SNAP,SNAP,SNAP!!!! Today i will only post pictures....Video will be the next post....Enjoy!!!

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Hello!!! Busyness still high......Till now i can't find time to relax.....Everyday i can feel the tiredness in my body.....If this go on and on,i will fall sick ONE day.....Hopefully NOT!!! This is the challenge i got to overcome for the year 2008....Let me start my story:
Study
English(Mdm Devi): Again its Mdm Devi....GREATNESS!! Whatever and whoever it is,i got to learn as much as i can from her....Soo far i can say english i can cope pretty well....Thx god!!





Human heads during sec 1 orientation!!!
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The crowd in the hall!!!
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NCC!!!



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Monday, January 28, 2008 ( 8:51 PM )

Hello!! Firstly,i would like to apologise for not posting my last week's life....It's due to that i had no time to post...In fact,i had no much time to post....For both Saturday and Sunday,i spent almost the whole day outside.....But not to worry....I will tell the special thing happen on last friday and how's the annual parade training.....I will also be telling about today.....Let it begins!!!
Today(28/1/08)
Basicly started the day tired and sleepy....I had been sleepy since ACT started etc etc.....I'am LACK of sleep!!! I'am LACK of rest!!! Haizzzz......Slowly my engine started and i started my nonsense....Lesson and lesson all the wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....End class at 2.15 and got ACT at 2.30....GREATNESS??? Then continue lesson from 2.30 to 3.30....Between 2.30 to 3.30, my engine was stopping but manage to control it to avoid the engine from stopping.....Then proceed to computer lab to do our CIP that is PAINTING the DUSTBIN....GREATNESS??? Why must we paint the DUSTBIN out of many many things???? haizzzz.....But nvm!! It's fun painting and planning the design to paint at the dustbin....Also fun disturbing people like syafiq etc etc....And oh god!!! Some paint hit my shirt....I wonder if it can be wash away??? HMMMM.....Do that, do this,its already 6....Time flies fast!!! Sit around first before getting back home....
Friday(25/1/08)
WOW!!! Last friday me,syafiq,kai wen,syaza,zan,wei seng went for ANNUAL PARADE at HTA!!! I thought it will be a hard and torturing training at HTA....Cos we will be trained by the sirs at HTA...Before training start,we were given lunch and the food was WESTERN FOOD!!! Happy to the core!!! I thought some shitty food they going to give us.....My thought was wrong....But i still got the hard and torturing training thought in my mind since they gave us a CLASS food....And the training started....THX GOD!!! From me,its not hard and torturing....I can say its a bit leisure...But during the training i got some fiery moments....hahas....One indian guy beside me was walking instead of marching.....I had this conversation:
Me: March properly leh...Sir looking...
Indian guy: I'am tired...
Me: You think you the only one tired??!!
Indian guy: I lazy lah to march...
Me: Then for wat you enter annual parade??? Dumb or wat??
Indian guy: (keeps quiet & still walking)
Me: Can you march for GOD sake!!! Fcuk, man!!!
Indian guy: (Keeps quiet & started to march)
OH GOD!!! That indian guy really make me angry...He deserve some kicking in the ass....But lucky we were marching....Another thing that make me unhappy was the timer....The timer was soo soft as if the squad consist of 5 people....Why i don't be the timer instead??? The reason is because i can't concentrate my drills if i'am a timer.....I tried it before....One shocking news i received was that Mrs Wong took Bedemeer Secondary School....There's one Bedemeerian said Mrs Wong sucks....I was like "Fcuk you!!!".... She's good man!!! Last thing that make me unhappy was the people...The sir need 5 people to get the goodies bag(food) for us....Then about 10 people came out including me and syafiq....Then walk to the collection point,only me and syafiq left!!! Others went back in the squad....Me and syafiq was like "Damn you people!!!"...Soo we got to take 40 bottles(2 boxes) and 40 goodies bag(2 boxes)....And the one box isn't light...Soo we got to carry 2(1 for me and 1 for syafiq) and back to the collection point....haizzz...The WORSE part of the day cames.....The was DELAY 2hrs that's from 6 to 8.....FCUK RIGHT????!!! Actually i don't know if its delay or wat but we wait at the HTA like mad people from 6 to 8......GREATNESS???
Special stuffs(25/1/08)
Someone was spotted scandaling at the fitness corner!!! WUHUUUUUU!!!! Thx for me myself for spotting someone dating at the fitness corner when otw to change to full uniform...Then ask syafiq to look closer who is that.....Then!!!! The picture will tell....hahas....We started our camera shoot!!!SNAP,SNAP,SNAP!!!! Today i will only post pictures....Video will be the next post....Enjoy!!!

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Saturday, January 19, 2008 ( 2:01 PM )

Hello!!! Busyness still high......Till now i can't find time to relax.....Everyday i can feel the tiredness in my body.....If this go on and on,i will fall sick ONE day.....Hopefully NOT!!! This is the challenge i got to overcome for the year 2008....Let me start my story:
Study
English(Mdm Devi): Again its Mdm Devi....GREATNESS!! Whatever and whoever it is,i got to learn as much as i can from her....Soo far i can say english i can cope pretty well....Thx god!!
Math(Mr Alan Chua): I can say that this teacher teach is like teaching a dead people.....Just go on and on.....WTH!! But soo far i can manage wat he teaches!!! Thx god!!!Also with the help from of my some classmates make me even more understand....Thx people!!
Physics(Mr Yong): Oh YEAH!!! This teacher rocks!!! hahas...He's also our CC but he only teaches us physics and only had 4 lesson with us within the 5 days....Cool uh!! hahas....Physics i can understand quite well....
Chemistry(Ms Low): Oh god!!! I think i got to do self study for chemistry!!! I can say during chemistry no one is listening to the teacher...hahas...Including myself!! hahas....Normally i will talk to the people around me....hahs...
Civil & Moral(Mdm Devi): Not bad...Nothing much to say about this....
Social Studies(Mr Suffyan): WOW!!! I can't even understand one shit from the first lesson till now....hahas...I wonder why it is call social studies but we learn history stuffs.....It better that they call it History than calling it Social Studies....Haizzz....
MT(Ms Ricca): Wow....This teacher also rocks....Alot of story to share with us.....It is always filled with laughter when MT lesson.....
Geography(Mdm Bhasula): First chapter its already map reading...Fcuk right?! But nvm....i can understand....Dont' worry!!
D&T(Mr Randal Lim & Mr Yap): Oh god!!!! Theory and theory!!!! When will be the practical??!!!! And i can say its damn to the core boring if theory....I fall asleep quite a number of time....hahas....This is the only lesson i manage to fall asleep....hahas....Sketch and sketch!!! hahas...BORING!!! Can't wait for the practical....Then last week Mr Lim announce that several student got ZERO for this particular project.....One of the several student is ME!!! I was like "FUCK YOU!!"....I pass up that particular project already sia!!!haizzz....



This will be just a short description of the picture.....Oh YEAH!!! We went for bowling!! Had lots of laughters and fun with them(Mas,Ahmad,Asyraf,Aza,Saiful and Danriz).....Abit stress relief!!! GREATNESS!!! Phew!!! I didn't play seriously and i got to suffer from it cos i LOST and at the LAST place among Mas,Ahmad,Asyraf,Aza,Saiful and Danriz....Serve me right!!!! hahas!!!
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008 ( 5:18 PM )

Hello!!! Back posting again just after few days last i posted...WHY?? I some stuffs to share....Both good and bad....Won't be telling much about today's school....WHY??? Its the same thing...Of course there's some different...I also getting bored telling my life.....So let's change from daily life story to some other story.....Let's the story begin!!
Today(15/1/08)
Today i'am late!! I mean i'am almost a straggler...So far from sec 1 till now,i had not been a straggler before....A punctual person!!! hahas....Blablablablabla.....Lesson and lesson and lesson....SUDDENLY lots of bee flying like no one business in between my block(second block) and the first block....All the classes at block first & second started to make noise and close the windows....Since i'am sleepy,i join in the shouts etc to wake myself up...hahas...The bee suddenly gone after few mins flying around....Thought tad all bee fly away already cos of the shouts etc....But then when going to recess,all the bee are on the floor lying DEAD!!! Then blablablablablablabla.....Lesson and lesson and lesson.....Then its ACT(Afternoon lesson).....After that,BACK HOME!! Phew!! Overall i find my class syiok ah!!! Lots of laughters and noise too...
Comments
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i had receive some not that good comment from a person(to avoid fight etc) Actually i'am not angry nor unhappy with the comment....I'am GLAD and HAPPY to receive such comments.....hahas...I'am being NOT sarcastic....Soo here's the comment i got:
-Boring
-Too summarise
YEAH!!! That's the comment...Very good uh the comment...hahas...Boring?? This is the problem....I post short and sweet,people will say boring lah etc.....When i post very long,people will also say boring lah etc....Then how leh like this???Long problem,short also a problem....AIYO!!!DEY!!DEY!!! Too summarise??? This is also like the first problem....When i post long long ah,people will say "PLZ summarise" and will even say stop the crap talks.....When i summarise it,people will say "Its too summarise" and boring too....Then how leh??AIYO!!!DEY!!DEY!! But nevermind...I don't mind....If you say its boring,too summarise and other shits,its better you DON'T READ...hahas!! Maybe you don't know wat's the definition of BLOG.....Here's the definition:
A BLOG is a shared online journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies.
An online diary. A personal chronological log of thoughts published on a web page
YES!! I can't denied that my post was BORING and TOO SUMMARISE.....I can't find any way to make people stop complaining my post....Long post also complain....Short post also complain...Full of complains........I think when the world die then no more complain....hahas!!
Career
I want to be a STEWARD!!! I want to travel around!!I don't want to stick to a chair and do paper works!!! But all jobs have its requirements.....Soo here's the steward requirements:
• Singapore or Malaysian citizenship
• Females who are at least 1.58m; Males who are at least 1.65m in height
• Degree/ Diploma
OR
At least 2 GCE ‘A’-level credits and 2 ‘O’-level credits including General Paper in the GCE ‘A’-level examination
OR
At least 5 GCE ‘O’-level credits including English and working experience
See the least requirement!!! The LEAST is 5 "O" lvl credit(5 passes)....Haizz...Got to bulk up to make sure i will wear the steward uniform by the age of 30....hahas!!!
Done!Finish!Over!
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Sunday, January 13, 2008 ( 2:07 PM )

Hello!! I'am back posting after a week didn't post....I shall say this,I'AM BUSY!! hahas...Secondary 3 isn't the same as Sec 1 and 2....There won't be going back at 2 etc....Sometimes i enter school at 7a.m and exit school at 7p.m....GREATNESS???? And for that 12 hrs in school is doing WORK not sitting and chatting with friends....GREATNESS??? Ok enough!! Today's post will be super summarise cos i'am going out VERY soon and my homework still NOT done!!! GREATNESS!!! I apologise for any typo error cos i'am in super rush now...Let the story begin!!
Monday(7/1/08) - Thursday(10/1/08)
I still hear "School gather" when i enter the school.....No change...Haizz....So basicly this four days is just lessons and lessons....But the laughters and joke in my class during lesson make it more fun and not bored....There's surely laughters and jokes created when lesson time...Great!!! This past four days i had been going back at about 4+...Reason is planning training for the sec 2 on friday etc....I'am OIC(Overall in-charge) and Syafiq the AOIC(Assistant)....We are going to train the sec 2!!!Soo we two got to gather those who don't have anything to do on Friday....And after gathering people,the planning starts...
Friday(11/1/08)
The day finally comes!!! This will be the first time me and my other mates teach a squad....Teaching isn't a easy job.....There are some who are slow in understanding really make my heart burn!!! Heart burning but show a relax face....There's one guy who is really got some sickness in the brain and makes him slow in answering etc....And i and loren got to teach him marching etc....My heart is totally burning when teaching him....Loren and one NCO are the only one see my frustated and burning in the heart!! But finally i'am proud to teach him cos after those frustating and heart burning teaching, he manage to do the drills quite good....MISSION COMPLETE!!! hahas...After those teaching etc,its RT time!!! The guys play soccer and the girls got to think wat to play...As per normal,i'am the goalkeeper....My natural position is striker...But i had been doing quite well in goalkeeper soo i got to be one....I proud i did two fantastic saves and was dissapointed to not save Zan's goal....haizz....Finally my team wins 2-1 to syafiq's team....See i'am a good keeper!! hahas...
After NPCC,watch the sec 1 orientation and got to rush back home to go my aunt's house cos one of my closest cousin gettting back to his homeground tad is Brunei.....I was really damn tired after spending from 7am to 7pm in school.....But i still want to go cos i want to bid farewell to one of my closest cousin.....After much talking with my cousin,its to get home...Sad part....hahas....Bid farewell to my cousin etc and back home!!! Phew!!! My muscles are already giving me alarm tad its to much already...And i need a rest....And had a long long sleep till the Saturday's afternoon!!! Greatness!!!
Done!Finish!Over! I wonder how i'am going to do my homework???!!!!
Human heads during sec 1 orientation!!!
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The crowd in the hall!!!
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NCC!!!
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Sunday, January 6, 2008 ( 8:46 PM )


Hello!!! Back posting after JUST a few days last i posted....Its only the first week of the year i already been quite busy...haizzz...Wonder how will it be towards the end of 2008....HMMM....Alright i will start my post from the first day of school till today...I will summarise it as much as i can...
Wednesday(2/1/08)
WOW!! First day of school...As per normal every year the first day of school i will surely had difficulty in waking up...haizz.....Never change!! It is still like last year...The moment i step into the school,i will hear "School gather"...Damn!! Still the same thing in 2008....haizz....Oh ya,we had new principle,Mdm Ng....Damn!! That principle not like Mrs Wong....Mdm Ng is soo strict...Hate strict people...haizz....First day in the morning already scold us for taking a long time to sit....A bad impression!!! hahas...My class is in the middle of the parade square,right infront of the flag pole and right infront of Mr Seng....Isn't that GOOD??hahas....On the first day i didn't manage to see any sec 1 student stepping gangster etc....Mostly innocent sia....Most of the sec 1 their face was super cramp...Weird uh?? Are they thinking they are in the school full of monsters or wat??hahas....Soo get Mr Yong as my class(3a2) CC...Firstly think that he's a strict teacher...But then,he's a funny and fun teacher....Mr Yong gave us FREE SEATING!!! That super great.....But of course if there any unhappyness,he got to change our sits....The first day is basicly more to introduction of themselves etc....
Thursday(3/1/08)
Again i got difficulty waking up....hahas...Again the moment i step into the school i will hear "School gather"....haizzz!!! Its only the SECOND day,lesson already started....haizz!! Never give chance...hahas...But the sec 1 still don't have lesson....They have touring etc....End up,only a few teacher teach because mostly didn't get a chance to introduces themselves on the first day....Thursday i was at school all the way till 5+pm...Isn't tad great?! Its all because i and fir got to complete our npcc campfire proposal...And its not easy...Total stress from the start till the finish...We want to be the best soo that the our plan will be carry out during the annual camp campfire night...Isn't that great??
Friday(4/1/08)
Again i got difficulty waking up....Again the moment i step into the school i will hear "School gather"...haizz!!! Same old thing again....Friday more teacher started to teach....Only the third day in school my class already got homework....Math and english....But not much lah of course....Math only few qns...Thx god!! English just need to decorate some stuffs...Thx god!! Easy homeworks...Manageable!! Sec 1 still had not started their lesson!! They had cca tour....haizz...And its only the third day of school,there's already NPCC training...I felt reluctant to go since its just the third day of school!! But then decide to go...Cos i felt something great going to happen during the training....And YES!! We learn new drills....That is BATON DRILL....Very fun...Lots of laughter...It also seems the Sirs and Ma'am are all in great mood....We(whole squad) also be a clown for a day....Dress like a clown for a day...A quite shameful thing to do...hahas...But its fun....Then had RT while some had campcraft training....After training,as per normal go eat with fir and fiq...Ninie and feqa join us when we eating....Had lots of laughter with ninie and feqa...."YELAH...AKU NI WAK REP!!!" Wahaha....Great day!!!
Saturday(5/1/08)
Oh yeah!!! One of my happiest day this year....Its my younger sister's birthday!!! As per normal my parents will BELANJA(treat) the birthday person....Soo my younger sister choose Delifrance...Thx god!!! My favourite place since i was at kindergarten....I used to go EVERYDAY to Delifrance and eat the crab croissant when i was just at KINDERGARTEN!!! Not joking!! Serious talking!!! Tads why i like France!! hahas...Order and order...Eat and eat till bloated...SEDAP!!!
Today(6/1/08)
Nothing much happen...Get to my auntie's house since got some prayers(kenduri) and one of my closest cousins came from brunei....Happy to see my closest cousins that had a same middle name that is ARIF....The one from brunei name was Muhd Arif Bin ................... My name is Nur ' Arif Bin Agus.....Soo NOT my twin ok!!!hahas...And my homeworks still not done and not even touch yet!!!Damn!! Better get going!!

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