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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ( 10:20 PM )

halo2....very super tired....woke up at 7.00...bath etc...eat breakfast....today need to eat breakfast kayaking consume lots of energy....soo need food for energy.....after everything,went out with my dad tad is going to work....seperate when we reach to the carpark nxt to the SV lrt station....take petir route...wow!!!its sooooooooo not pack!!!!!i think can run round around...hahax...when reach BP,suddenly remember tad i need to meet fir at BP station...i think just want to walk to sch without waiting for fir since i very tired...after searching my wallet in the bag,tilt my head n saw Iszuwan's head....first thing comes to my mind is tad "NO CHANCE OF JUST WALKING AWAY N NOT WAITING FOR FIR".....while waiting,i talk2 with wan...like 10 mins later then fir arrive...then walk to sch....otw to sch gate,chin kiat n gang told us to buy food cos at macritchie no cafe...soo turn back n head to the nearest kopitiam....just to realise tad no halal food...then head even further tad is going to BPP 7-eleven....we r walking one round man....from BP station to sch is half circle...from sch to BPP is another half circle...soo equals to a full circle...hahax...i buy a bottel of 100 plus n chocolate chips....then head back to sch...assemble outside general office...wait n wait from the people who had not come....8,8.15,8.30 n at last we leave at 8.50....its abt half n hour journey from sch to macritchie....also due to traffic jam....at 9.20 reach macritchie,i thinking tad can start straight way...but NO.....wait again for one instructour tad is late due to traffic jam....while waiting,there's some briefing abt safety....wait till abt 9.30 then the instructor came...then straight away start off....the worst thing is tad we need to carry the boat man!!!!!don't play2....its CARRY!!!carry a 15kg boat....2 person to carry per boat....its not near....maybe need to walk abt 100m before reaching the place where we should kayak....i need to SUGGEST to them to make a trolley or wat for carrying the boat...plz man....don't make us as the trolley....we need abt 2 ok!!!cos theres 23 boats altogether...theres to method of carrying the boat...by holding the boat of putting the boat on our shoulder....i put at the shoulder cos i feel LIKE lighter....but NO2 .......after reaching home,my shoulder n i can even say my whole hand is aching!!!!!!after all boats r done deliver to the destination,we start our training...our first training was CAPSIZING!!!!!!!my2 god......looks scary but after doing it the first time,it became fun......hahax....at 12.45,we went for an hour lunch....we crackers our crackers...we trade our crackers....means u take a little of my...i take a little of ur's...eat2,drink2 then its 1.30...go back to the destination...had some comment from the instructor abt the CAPSIZE drill earlier....they say its BELOW AVERAGE.....i was simpily disbelieve....then we do again the CAPSIZE drill.....do n do....at 15.00,its time for us to go home....instructor told us tad our CAPSIZE drill was improve n had the confident to bring us to the further part of the reservior tomorrow.......then the bad part came...we need to carry the boat back to the port!!!!!!!!!!my god!!!!!carry one boat n put at my shoulder....still carry even got a sharp shoulder pain....simpily cos the instructor force me to carry....i told him i got a sharp shoulder pain,he don't BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!since any right part was the strongest for me,i carry the boat on my right shoulder...tads the part where the sharp shoulder pain come...then when simpily can't take it anymore,then change to the weak part tad is left...tad to realise tad the sharp shoulder pain came also from the left...sooo its from the left n right of my shoulder...!!!!!!after putting the boat,get force again to take more boats!!!!!walk slowly there jsut hopely tad no more boat will be left when i arrive....but theres still boat!!!shit2....tell my partner tad i can't carry by shoulder n soo need to carry by hand...try it out,but fail...the bottom very the slippery...soo no choice but to carry on the shoulder....i was just KEEPING ENDURING the pain.....ENDURE N ENDURE n came another pain....my back....i can't carry to many heavy2 things.....half way,syaza n gang help....they just want to take the short cut...they lazy to walk all the way to the destination n carry a boat back to the port....then i realise the pain on my both shoulder become more n more painful.....soo stop n sit at a rock with syaza....then decided to help people half way to the port!!!hahax....me n syaza had great laughs.....we talk abt the stupidity of carry the boat from the port to the destination...then the port is really2 far from the place to kayak...at abt 15.30,we done with putting all the boats....then went to have a quick bath....need to be at the meeting point at 16.00...at 15.55,went to the meeting point...when everyone was at the meeting point,we left the place...when reach sch,a bit of briefing by ms siah...then me,wan,fir went BPP to eat....at abt 17.30,we left BPP....take lrt home....no more energy to wait for bus.... trying to get home as fast as possible.....when reach home,the first thing i do was to wash all the clothes n my shoe....then lay down on my bed to had some rest....but fall asleep after awhile...when woke up,my muscles all aching like HELL......i just tads all....bye2 n take care....

"Success often comes to those who dares to dream and who work their heart out to achieve it"

signing out,

arif