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helo2...today woke up at 6.30...bath etc then go to sch at 6.55....reach sch at 7.15...then had some talk from our vice principal...then we have lit from 8.00 to 9.00....then we receive some crackers from ms eng who is our lit teacher but she didn't teach anymore cos she is posted to admit staff....then our we had math from 9.00 to 9.35.....actually its from 9.00 to 10.10....but sch need the time 9.35 to 10.10 for us to do reflection of our exam result n it will be shown to our parents tomorrow...our CC came in....we do our reflection etc....i quite dissapointed with my result...then recess...after recess was mdm Devi again...it is eng lesson...then music....today's music was fun....we learn abt hip hop....then after music was sci....then its go home time....but not for me n npcc people....me,wan n asyraf went to the canteen,put our bags n then eat our lunch....when we chit-chatting,i release something not right with my left hand....i see my left hand n see tad the watch tad i wearing wasn't mine....it was dan's....its like strange tad after around a hour of wearing dan's watch then i release it wasn't mine....then at 2.00 go n change to full uniform.....then training starts...today's training was not peace for me....after only around 30mins of training,i get some lecture from sir nasrul...n the reason of getting lecture was dam great...cos i smile & laughing...for the past training n even from last year i have been smiling n laughing....smiling laughing shows tad we r happy....another special thing is tad when other people smile or laugh didn't get scolding...but when my part smile or laugh,i get scolding!!!!i understand tad during tad we need to serious....but if serious all the way,its boring....even NCC have some laughing....then everytime i smile or laugh,i get lecture....i was like really dam mark today....i point to a person in a class photo to fir before going in for a first aid lecture,again get scolding from the same2 sir....i was fed up....then after first aid lecture,we get to the parade square.....when we down there,we crack some jokes tad make me laugh....then one of the jokes was funny tad make me laugh n laugh but i manage to control myself from laughing but i still smiling....n again get lecture from the same2 sir....luckily this is my last lecture for the training cos after we change to mafti,we do some fun stuffs....then training ends at 18.30....then fiq,me,fir went to bpp to eat....at 19.45 we go home...reach home at 20.05.....then unpack some npcc things....bath,eat again then play com....ok then...bye2 n take care...




halo2....today is a fun day man....woke up at 6.30...then bath etc...at 6.55,get ready to go sch....today i took the senja route cos its already 7.00 when i reach the sv station...i can't miss petir route tad is at 6.55 or 7.00.....then go to sch with danriz...danriz is dam kind wait for me when i don't even ask him to wait for me....soo thx danriz...from bp station to fajar all the way we talk.....when i want to assemble,i get a sudden flu....its dam irritating....one side of my nose is blocked....then in class,there is a water fight between jie long n ganesh....but jie long is very unlucky cos when he splash water to ganesh,mdm devi was very near to the class.....nt even 1 mins mdm devi already step in the class....the water was still can be seen clearly tad someone splash water to ganesh.....n scolding from mdm devi to jie long n ganesh begin...it last abt 10mins.....then continue our civil & moral then eng then history then recess.....after recess was art....we do some painting on the background of our drawing....its fun...but at first a little stress to either just take one colour n paint or mix 2 colours to form another colour......after a while,i decided to mix yellow n red n it become orange....after art,it was math....once mrs goh step in the class,my heart pumps faster n faster.....i soo scare to take the math result...when the paper was release to me,first thing i look is to look at the mark.....my heart sank when i see my mark was 11/50 n i fail....then i stop all the crazyness i make from the art room.....then wan asked me to follow him n some other people tad receive the letter to take the blood test....when we reach the place,we look through the window n see nurses taking people's blood n it look painful...then we decided to go back class....after math was mt...at 1.05,we went to the hall to watch some music consert....it was quite fun.....at 2.00,the show finish...then sudden miss tan read out the names which needed to take blood test but didn't attend....my name was called...i was like wat......then reach the place,i see people shouting in pain....tad people really make me more scare....then its my turn,i was like mad people....the injection not even get in my hand i already acting like mad....its make very single people laugh including the nurses....but when the needle get in my hand,it was not soo dam pain as the other people tad was shouting was showing me tad it was dam2 pain.....after tad,me n wan went to the canteen....we r having shooting proggrame....the shooting was fun....i didn't get a bull eye!!!!but its ok....i will try even dam harder nxt time.....finish at around 17.30......then go buy some foods n then went back home with syafiq....ok then...bye2 n take care all....:-)

helo2....i forgot something from my previous post....it is to thx everyone.....ok....lets start.....i would like to thx my wonderful & great instructor.....Instructor ARVIN a.k.a Instructor FROGGY....n also Instructor Veron...she actually from other group...but her group always join us....she also have been a wonderful & great instructor....i will just miss them...i wonder when i'am going to get another chance of meeting them again....n i also wonder when my feet going be step in Jalan Bahtera Camp....tad camp is full of fun stuffs....n its a memory place for me...tads the place where i learn a lot....tad place show me how incooperative people can make others fed up....tad place also show incooperative people can hurt the whole team...ok then..bye2 n take care...




helo people......i back from sec 2 camp....its a 5 days camp.....for 19 to 23 march.....its at Jalan Bahtera Camp...somewhere in Lim Chu Kang...want to know really which part of Lim Chu Kang???open street directory n find it.....todays post going to be long.....not long but super long.....simpily cos i going to tell people out there who didn't go the camp wat had happened....i sure people out there who didn't go will regret......one more thing before i start storying abt from day 1 till day 5 in the camp is tad i didn't have the photos yet....soo when i get the photos while i at Jalan Bahtera camp,i will post again....wat i mean by photos is tad the photos tad consist my face inside....but there will be a little pics i get it from internet.....alrite people....

(Day 1)
I arrive sch at 11.00am.....then get to the canteen to put my n syafiq's bag....the bag is super heavy....then walk2 around the sch since there is still lots of time.....once its 11.50am,we went to the hall.....then at 12.00pm,we have briefing....the briefing is super long.....teachers got to check our bag if there is any food....then valubles needed to give teachers....not only tad,theres also some talk from Mrs Wong....at 13.30,class by class get to the bus......we reach there abt 14.00......i was dam happy when we on the way to Jalan Bahtera camp......i thought when we reach there we put out bags n carry on with activities....but my thought is wrong!!!when we reach there,we got to still sit....n sitting under the hot2 sun.....we sit under the hot2 sun for abt 1/2hrs....while sitting,teachers settling things with the people there.....so we got to sit there n bbq ourself for 1/2 hrs...then after the teachers done settling,we move to a shedded area which is the hall....n we sit again....this time we r told abt the camp site.....where is where.....then we get to our hut or pondok...tad is the place where we sleep n stay for 5 days....then take our utensils n have our lunch.....the food was not soo nice....but i manage to finish it!!!then camp high achievers came....they r our instructors!!!my instructor name is Mr Arvin...but he don't want us to call him Mr Arvin...he want us to call him Mr Froggy......simpily cos he like to act like frog...then we have ice breaker, sing along n learn cheers.....when we doing ice breaking n sing along,i was super bored........but when its learning cheers time,my super bored was turn into super happy!!!had supper before getting back our hut n sleep....

(Day 2)
wake up at 5.30am...manage to sleep 2 hrs only....since its not comfortable....then bath...then have breakfast...sometime at 9.00pm,we went out of the camp to carry out our first activities...tad is nature rumble....this activities need us to get in a forest....walk at the wet muds n get in river n in a black smelly mud....if just stand at the black smelly mud its ok..but we got to lay down....then when we stand,from neck till my feet all black...then walk back to our camp to have our kayaking....the kayaking is super fun....i like it...now i have exprience in kayaking....soo no problem for my npcc kayaking programme!!!!after kayaking,we bath n had our dinner...after dinner,we had flying fox...then had supper before getting back to our hut n sleep...

(Day 3)
wake up 6.15am...this time manage to sleep 6 hrs....slowly adapting to the environment.....then bath....then have breakfast....sometime at 10.00,we play pole & tyre n nitro crossing....do check yahoo if u people want to know wat r those activities like....its difficult to explain....then had our lunch....then play some of the high element & belaying.....then had some practise dancing for the performence tomorrow....after bathing,we had our dinner....after dinner,we had a competition against all team...the game is search & find....we need to complete the task n get the keys to realease our leader which is trap....then had supper before getting back to our hut n sleep...

(Day 4)
wake up 6.30am...getting later as day past....since we r tired of the activities we play...then bath n have our breakfast...after breakfast,we had rock climbing...then we practise again our dance...after tad,we had multi captain ball....then had abseiling....after abseiling,we practise our dance again.....then bath...then practise again...then had our dinner....then we had campfire....the fire is no as big as npcc annual camp last year...but its gd cos it not hot.....then group by group show their dance performance..then have some magic shows....then the sad part begin....it is when they annoucned tad the instructor leaving us after campfire n chief Jason last camp...then all instructor begin giving heart baloons to chief Jason....the sad2 songs is played....one by one started to cry....slowly,i also started to cry....our instrutor was soo kind...our instructor was the best instructor i ever seen.....after the campfire,all team had some talking with their instructor including us.....then when its time for our instructor to go back,i had a hand shack n give him a hug.....then had our supper before going to our hut n sleep...start with a fun day but end with a sad day....

(Day 5)
wake up 6.35am....i was in rush....cos need to assemble at 6.45am....take my clothes n went bath...i finish bathing at 6.50am...i see the hall but no one was there...i feel a little relax.....went back to hut n pack things up.....then had our breakfast.....after breakfast,get back to hut n pack up n bring down our bags to the hall.....then he had to do cleaning...at 11.00++am,we get to our bus...then went back to sch....when reach the sch,get to the sch hall to hear somethings from Mrs Wong n take our valuable back....then go home....people all look at me when i walking back home....i think the people r wondering y this person is camping when sch is open....ok then...finish my camp story...bye2 n take care....




halo2...srry ladies n gentlemen...cos i do not post n not online for the past few days....this is due to a no connection of internet...ok...let me start...i have take out abt $150+/- dolar for several reasons...one of the reason is tad i brought a adidas watch tad cost me $100.....this is going to be my second original watch i wearing...the last original watch i wear is from pri 2 to 5.....it last for 4 years.....i hope this adidas watch can last longer...another reason is tad my PSP home n "R" button not working...n adding more is tad my warranty is expiry...it expiry on late DEC 2006 n my PSP spoil on early JAN 2007......i need to go to Wisma Atria for the repair.....the total cost me $48.70.....very sad...my dad bought a new HP.....he bought N80...wow!!!!!!its beautiful....i'am sick on wednesday....a sudden sick....so can't go NPCC training...sudden sick n sudden recover...after abt 3 hours of sleep,i recover....strange right??then on thurs,my family n i went to west coast park....n adding somemore is tad the 1A2 gathering is at west coast park.....so i have fun with my family n my 1A2's frends...they had BBQ.....their BBQ r quiet funny...its hot weather....then they just bring 4 1.5litres water bottles.....they say have BBQ....but they do not book BBQ pit.....then BBQ in a alimimium foil.....but funny2 didn't matter for all including me....cos we play the playgrounds more n we also play water bomb........then the 1A2's went back at 5+...i stay...at nearly 8 then my family decided to went back...we went back to our grandmother's house....sit2,talk2,eat2 then go home at 10+.....my energy is very low....its like left 10% only.....when reach home,change clothes n jump to my bed.....no need to bath cos i already bathat my grandmother's house.....still clean....haha...then today got npcc training...the training was ok lah....the fun part was the RT....we play captain ball....SEC2 VS SEC3...we have not manage beat SEC3 for this year....but we beat them today...actually they win if in terms of score...but before the game ends,SIR Rahman told all of us tad the one tad score first wins....then i save one throw from Iszuwan tad seals a first win against SEC3....haha....after we r dismiss,me,fiq n loren went BPP to eat at KFC......fir didn't follow cos he need to settle something with .................so we just left him cos i need to be home at 7....finish eating abt 6.40...then when we walking past Mc Donald,i saw Iszuwan,faris,fir,fadhil,ninie n qin in the Mc Donald...so we decided to go in n have some talk with them....after enough talking,we decided go home....when at traffic light,we saw bus no.975.....we decided to run to the nxt bus stop....its not tad far.....so we run like hell....lucky when we reach the bus stop before the bus arrive....i just can't wait for the sec2 camp man!!!!ok then....i'am out of words.....bye2 n take care.....here r some pic for u all.....enjoy..

halo2.....today fajar got cross-country at chinese garden...i woke up at 5.45!!!bath etc.....today need to eat breakfast cos boys are going to run 4.4km....then meet az n syafiq at cck mrt...the train which go to jurong east is really packed....actually not tad pack cos its still 6.30....when its 6.45++ then the train going to be packed...we saw mr tasrib....the way he sleep is the same how people describe me sleeping during the science lesson yesterday....i got a very bad headache yesterday....when reach jurong east,everyone go out at the left door but not for az,me n syafiq.....we go out at the right door....cos on the right the train going to chinese garden....when reach chinese garden,we got to walk trought a dark path...actually the dark cos the its still morning....we reach there abt 6.50....we way to walk to the assemble area is not near...its far...when we nearly reach the assemble place, i see the time....i told az n syafiq tad its still early....so we decided to sit at the chairs nearby....then when its 7.10,we go to assemble...then sing majulah singapure n say the pledge before lvl by lvl run.....it take time...when its sec 2 turn to get ready to run,we have our warm up....then everyone stand at the line....once the horn sounds,everyone sprint.....but not for me....i run slowly....n slowly i overtake people......i really get angry when people walk in the centre of the path.....simpily cos they blocking me...not only blocking me....but blocking other people....i keep running when suddenly i meet one fucking asshole bitch boy......tad boy keep blocking me.....i go left,he go left....there is one time when he was at right n i do a little sprint to the left to over take him.....if he just use his body to block me its ok....he use his fucking arm.....if he did it once or twice its ok....but he do it alot of times.....my blood really boil man....when he really do it over the limit,i sprint over him n beat his chest.....but he still stubborn...he still block me.....i just run2.....no more time to entertain fucking asshole bitch people like him....i was losing more n more hope cos i feel i'am out of the top 20....but a kind teacher tell me tad i'am in position 15!!!!!suddenly my hope rise n started to chase tad fucking asshole bitch boy again.....now the path is big.....i keep running from left to right n right to left.....its to make the boy tired.......at last,the boy tired!!!!then when i saw the cones tad means the ending of the race.....i straight away run as fast as i can...all of the sudden iszuwan was beside me.....i was shock.....i though he was infront n already finish.....then when its near to the finish,i sprint......then when iszuwan saw me sprinting,he also sprint.....we both sprint cos to get the position 15...then when we near the cones,the place is small cos it is divided to two parts...one part is for boys n another is for girls...we still was side by side...then since iszuwan was a little further in front,i decided not to sprint anymore....so the position 15 tad i hold for a long time is gone...i got position 16...it was the most fun part in the race man!!then me n iszuwan take our medals.....i was very happy when u get the medal...its simpily cos including the cross-country i only got 3 medal.....no thorphy yet...so everytime i get a medal,i will be very happy....i'am still waiting to get a thorphy....let me the event tad make me get medals.....a passing relay in pri 3....i get 1st....another one is captain's ball in pri 5.....1st also...my team was unbeaten troughout 20+ matches....the last of not the least is today's medal....cross-croutry...get position 16th.....then we have prize giving to sec1,2,3,4,5 to all those get 1st,2nd n 3rd......then we r dismissed....me,syafiq,fir,az,dan,danriz n aniq went to IMM to have our lunch at mc.....then go home....ok then...bye2 n take care....

------>my medal..how it looks??




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------>the three medals.....zoom.....


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halo.....today,tomorrow n fri......all those days got training......today got npcc....tomorrow got P.E...fri got cross-country.....all of this got consist of running.....sat going to be very tired...today is a fun day!!i woke up at 6.35..bath etc....left house at 6.55....reach sch at 7.10....then assemble...then after singing hte national athme,our VP gave us a long2 talk......after the long2 talk,went back to class n have history...15 mins before the history lesson end,my classmates n mr lim took a class photo with us since today will be his last day teaching our class....soo sad....mr lim a great teacher...the pic is no given to me yet.....soo wait till i got the photo....after history,eng......blah2....then recess.....as per normal for me,disturb syafiq...my best frend to disturb....then mt...teacher absent.....blah2.....then math....teacher absent 2...blah2....then sci.....do some filing.....i hate filing..it make me stress....tad is for if there is a lot of worksheet to file in........then go lab...blah2...1.40 bell rang....time to go home...but not for me n some npcc cadets....then get to the back of the canteen to put our things.....me n fir go eat lunch....then polish our boot.....then change.....then training starts....armdrill training was pretty fun but tiring...hand muscle need to be strong cos the rifle is not tad light.....after a hour or so of training,we had RT.....its similar to P.E....sec 1 vs sec 2.....sec 1 consists of 20+ cadets....sec 2 consists of only 10+ cadet....since most chinese had their oral...but then NCOS mixed sec 1 n sec 2....racial harmony...haha....as per normal for me when playing captain ball,i play the keeper...my team scored first...then the another team scored....then our team score n score till the score is 4-1..we win!!!!after tad,sir nasrul give us a talk abt some of us going to be selected for supporting contingent....the selection is nxt training....i have no exprience in sporting contingent....last year i didn't get choosen....i will try my very best to get selected for the supporting contingent....after the talk for sir nasrul,we went home.....but not for me,fir n wan....we went mc to eat...blah2...then go home....when reach home,i lied down on my bed for a while.....i think just to take a rest....but my thinking is wrong....i got to sleep....ok then...i gtg..bye n take care....





halo2.....first thing to say is......no more stress!!!!!n exam finish!!!!yahoo!!!!woke up at 6.35...bath etc...then have breakfast before going to sch.....when reach the lrt station,fajar students was the only one using small bags....as per normal,take petir lrt.....senja lrt came first but u know the story.....when waiting for the petir lrt,take out my math study guide book n study.....i study all the way till i reach sch......when at skl,i hold the book but not reading it.....once 7.20,its time to sing national athme n sch song n pledge....after tad,its announment time.....suddenly the prefect ask this "there will be NPCC on wednesday for all lvl.Attendence is compulsory." then i make a "ishhhhhhhhhhh" sound..... then the announment,we went back to class.....get ready for our very first paper tad is english......english was alrite....the grammar cloze is about cable car incident....the incident tad i do for the npcc total defence project.....the comprehension is not easy to understand....but after reading it a few times,i manage to get wat they trying to tell......after english paper,we have math.....math was terrible.....i don't know wat to do.....coz there is a total of 4 type of factorisation......then they don't tell which is which.........after math,we had our recess.....after recess,we had our sci.....the things tad i really memorise did not come out in the sci paper!!!!!!!!but the sci paper is fine....there was graph man!!!!!!the boxes are soo close n all are black!!!it really make me dizzy man!!!!!the line are black....firstly i use pencil to draw...then its not clear....i erase n use pen.....its better....then i use permenant marker to mark the ending of every bar...after sci,we have mt paper.....the mt paper was not thick....only got 3 to 5 pages.......most of the malay students finish the paper within 20 mins......when we finish,chinese n indian have not finish.....once the bell rings,means its the end of written exam!!!!suddenly my heart felt soo happy!!!!me n asyraf went to BPP....actually i want to go to eat....but then everything change.....i go n buy chocolate tad i have been sreaching for a long time...i got it at 7-eleven....then after tad go walk2....sunddenly i see a nice looking benqute.....actually i don't know how to spell....it the long,hard bread tad can be found at delifrance...i decided to buy it....after buying,we decided to go home....since the benqute is long,there is no plastic for it....it should be hold by hand.....asyraf kept laughing when i hold the banqute.....he say holding tad banquet is like stupid people.....nonsense right.....then when walking to the entrance/exit door,i saw my sir jerry...since npcc told us to greet or smile at them when we saw them,i shouted at sir jerry "want some bread?!" sir jerry just smile.......lets see if i get punished by sir jerry this wednesday!!!!ok....no more story...bye2......







On sunday,wake up at 7.45......cos got religious class...go out of home at 8.15......take lrt,mrt n bus.....class start at 9.00.....end at 12.00.....after the class finish,i go to cheers to buy water since its very hot......then took bus to causeway point....go buy pepper'o at old chang kee n buy cheese stick at burger king....then go home.....once at home,without even resting,i change my uniform to my home clothes n took out eng tb,math tb,mt tb,sci tb,sic study guide book n math study guide book......this time i really fully focus on my study......slowly my stress piling up....i study eng first then mt then sci then math.....eng & mt not much stress...sci n math really making me stress....i really memorize all the important points....even i doing business in the toilet i my sci study guide book with me n memorize in the toilet.....haha.....after studying sci,i study math.....my god....wat the study guide book & math tb say i don't understand!!!!i really figure out all rubbish they saying.....tad really piling n increasing my stress....after abt a hour or less or more,i can't tahan....stress lvl to high!!!!!warning from the brain send to me.....i still don't care.....i still try to figure out wat rubbish they saying.....all of the sudden,i felt like crying......then i stop studying n get a drink n on the computer.....hear to some song tad release my stress.......let me change the topic for awhile.......u all must wondering y on the earth this arif put a sentence at the end of every post all of the sudden cos last time there is no sentence at the bottom....it simpily cos i really believe in tad sentence......ok then...i gtg....study time!!!!!!!!!stress lvl going to pile up again.....bye2.....


stuff i bought from Samuel & Kevin.....


big plastic bag......guess wats inside!!!

many things to study!!!!stress piling up!!!!





helo2.....today i'am soo dam STRESS man!!!!!!!u wanna to know y???it simpily cos of the CA1....on monday,everyone taking four papers in one days.....math,english,science n mother tongue.....this weekends i really need to study to the fullest....my brain simpily going to explode to pieces on monday......on monday,i got to squeeze all the method,info n formats out of my brain!!!!!the subjects are all big onces......i wanna to study back.....enough of rest already.....bye2....

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