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Sunday, April 25, 2010 ( 5:40 PM )

Heyy! I am back. Its been some century last since i post. 2010 have been stressful & boring soo far. Weekdays spend my life on books. All sorts of subjects. Weekends also sometimes spend on books. But usually i tried to make my weekends my rest day. At times, due to stacks of work to do, weekends also had to be like weekdays. That's how sad can my life be this year. Hahs lol!

For changes in my blog, it will be the disappearance of my tag board. Well, all thank to the human soul whom got furious upon my little mistake at 'N' level post. I typed "national" instead of "normal" for the N level. Such a dumbristic person. He never made any mistake in life i guess? I just hope he will fail his english. Huhu! I like! Revealing name also don't know. Even the President of USA, Barack Obama, revealed his daughter's name. This person must be from a alienic family. Huhu!

Celebrated Iszuwan's 17th birthday on 16/4/2010. A one day advanced birthday surprise for him. Have you ever did a birthday surprise in a PUBLIC TOILET? Yes we did it. Haha!

He was surprised by Syafiq, Sufie & Firdaus at BPP toilet. My fairy tale stories was a success. The three other souls found their way to stuff into a cubicle in less than 5 minutes. I had no idea how they did that. Before they stuff themselves in the cubicle, they still had time to snap individual photos. I am totally impressed by their fast reflexes. The moment i entered the toilet, not even a single sound was heard. They took the initiative to open the cubicle door & surprised Iszuwan whom was right in front the cubicle door. Great job guys!

Frankly, i was in a lost of which cubicle they were in due to at least four cubicles were closed & locked. While the three souls finding their way out of the little cubicle, i was chocked by Iszuwan to the toilet bowl at the next cubicle upon him knowing all the stories i told him was fairy tales. The frame was eventually presented to him outside the toilet as a sense of respect. He was too touched by what we did till the extent that his eyes turned watery. He gave all of us a appreciation hug right infront of KFC! Wuuu how great can that be? Haha!

Here's some photos of the surprise:

Everything was executed successfully.

This was part of what the three souls did within the 5 minutes before my arrival at the toilet. Impressive!

Happy boy!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ISZUWAN!

Combination of the day's photo

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Sunday, March 7, 2010 ( 2:05 AM )

Put on your imagination cap. Read the following passage.

Imagine the "I/Mine/Me" is yourself & the "you" is one of your friend.

"From your view, i had never done anything good in life. All i did soo far in life were just sins. Every word of mine are wrong. Every ideas of mine are dirty. Every movement of mine are seen as sins. I deserved no respect. I should & must be criticise every single moment you see me. I am seen as a soul with no feelings. Lastly, i never done any good deeds to your entire life. To cut short, everything that are classify under the category "bad" is me."

How will you feel? Painful? Yeahh indeed it is painful. This is happening to me this year,2010. Luckily, patient still present beneath my soul. I helped people without having in mind for a return. I help because i want to provide an helping hand to ease people's burdens as far as possible. Helping people comes deep from my heart. Patient is just the key for now. When it about to explode, my bestfriends are my inspiration to keep on increasing my patient level. Iszuwan,Sufie,Azmeran,Fir & Syafiq are well known for their high level of patient. :DD

End of post.
Have a good time ahead peeps.
Be happy & smiling is essential in life!

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Saturday, December 19, 2009 ( 1:21 AM )

Taylor Lautner

Hello! Indeed today was the MOST happiest day in my life. I PASS MY Normal LEVEL EXAMINATION! Alhamdullilah. Thank god! Let me straight go to the ONLY topic of the day.

Normal Examination Result.

English - 4

Math - 4

Science - 4

Combined Humanities - 3

Mt - 2

D&T - 2

Let me give comments on every subject i scored. For English, I am pretty sad to get a 4 only. I was aiming for grade 3 & i did predict of getting grade 3 after doing the paper. But in the end, the score that was reflected on my result was only a grade 4. Sad deep inside but extremely happy on the outer!

For Math, i thanked Ninie for the massive guidance on my math. I think she always want to give me a big tight slap during every study time with her. Because i will ask lots of question ranging from high stupidity to unanswered questions. Haha!

For Science, i really really thanked Ms Lin for her awesome effort to stay back with me till the security guard chased us out. She's being patience at me for my slow understanding in that subject. She even sarcrifice to be LATE for a meet up with her friend. The moment she finish teaching me was already 1 HOUR late from the time of the meet up. Respect her alot. I also thanked Azmeran for the effort of teaching my chemistry & being patience too for my slow understanding in that subject. I think he even wished to throw a real chemical at me i guess! Hahs!

For Combined Humanities, i expected A FAIL. I expected A UNGRADED. I swear on that. Why? Because my Social Studies was totally shit. I believe till now that i lost a beautiful 25 marks on that paper due to the SEQ. & i don't believe on getting a full 25marks for my SBQ. Soo what triggers me to get a freaking 3? Perhaps my Geo. Geo paper was quite easy. NO formation of anything. Thats why. Hahs! But still ..... I am wondering till now. Hahs!

For Mt, it SHOCK MY WHOLE LIFE. A grade 2? You telling me a joke? Am i blind? Godd! First time in my Secondary School that i got a grade 2. Normally will be like grade 3,4 or 5. I wasted 30 MINUTES staring at the blank sky for my MT P1 & still a grade 2. How ironic can this be! & i thanked Ms Aisha like one crazy person. Hahs!

For D&T, its above my aim target which i am really happy off. Thats all i can say for d&t. Hahs!

I had the most OUTRAGEOUS celebration the moment i knew i pass my N lvl among everyone! Why? Because i KICKED MY CHAIR when JUST Mr Lim grabbed the booklist which confirm me to Secondary 5. & he haven't even finished talking & jumped & shout & KICK MY CHAIR. Outrageous right? Hahaha!

Syaza,Sakinah,Iszuwan,Ahmad Hafiz,Nizam,Azmeran,Syafiq,Firdaus,Ninie SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

Aza,Amirul,Mashairi,Asyraf,Ibrahim,Danial,Ramadhan I am going to miss you all! Persuit well & good at the ITE. REMEMBER ITS NOT THE END!

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ( 12:47 AM )

Well hello guys! Yeahh i am back to posting once again. As i said before that i am active in Tumblr from 12am to 4am daily. Blogspot will be more into my life publish which may not concerns anyone but only myself. To those whom care about me behind the scene, every post in my blogspot may answer your curious questions that you may not be brave enough to ask me. If its not answered, well i should say thats too bad then. Today's post will be broken down into several different stories. If you can't accept what i did say in this post, two choice for you. Stuff it deep into your ass or tell me. Here you go!

Qoute

"Worry less. Smile more. Accept criticism. Take responsibility. Listen & love. Don't hate. Embrace change. Feel good anyway."

I love this quote. For me, this quote will lead someone to a happier life. This quote was adapted from one of my Tumblr post on last few days. Let me explain part by part:

Worry less: The more you worry, the more you're thinking, the more you're thinking, the more depress you're. End up you won't be happy. Soo worry less & you will be happy!

Smile more: A smile can lit someone's day or just demoralise more the person's day. Why can demoralise people too? Because just smile when someone's pissed at you & that person will be furious while you will be happy.

Accept criticism: The most important point. Never take a criticism as a let down or a sentence of "the end" journey. Always take it as a piece of motivation to prove the person wrong & hence throw some shit at the person when you prove you can do it. If you can't accept criticism, i suggest you one place thats 7 feet long, 3 feet wide & 7 feet deep.

Take responsibility: Don't turn stories around & trying to be one horrendous innocent asshole. Just admit it & done. Would you rather be remember by friends as a big liar or just handle a few criticism for few weeks/months?

Listen & love: Just love what you listen even thought its bad thing. Why? If you hate what you listen, end up you're going to be furious at yourself. No happy life then.

Don't hate: Yeah! Don't hate anyone. Not even your enemys. Let people hate you. In the end that person whom hate you will get frus & not having a happy life whileas you whom don't hate anyone will always be happy.

Embrace change: Can't accept change? You deserve to die.

Feel good anyway: Feeling good in anyway will leads to a happy happy life for sure.

Life

Without fail, this part will be included in every post of mine. Life had been GREAT AWESOME FANTASTIC INCREDIBLE. Its just either i work or i go out to enjoy with my besties. I admit in this mist of my great holiday, some soul did TRIED his/her life out to piss me off which FAIL DRASTICALLY. Why? The person sending me pissed msg on the other side while i am on another side laughing my ass out having fun outside with besties. Let it be how it want to be now. I don't want to care. I WILL settle it only once i am done enjoying my times. Maybe not too. Work had been long hours lately. 5 hours the fastest followed by 8 hours then 11 hours then 12 hours then 13 hours then 17 hours. Tired of the zoo. Tired of taking cab. This job i will only know my entrance timing BUT my leaving timing will be a BIG mystery on every of my working days. Even security guards don't work more than 12 hours like we did! Hahs!

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Monday, November 23, 2009 ( 1:58 AM )

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22 November 2009.

A day whereby my squadmates & me looked forward totally when we were in Secondary 1. What day is that? It is the NPCC Passing Out Parade (POP). Its been the day that we all always moarn to come as fast as possible during those Sec 1 & 2 Friday NPCC training times.

Slowly the feeling change when each of us got an important & memorable role to remember. It changed also due to we feel the honour to teach our juniors at different levels of fun. The honour feeling is indescribeable. It just up lifted our spirit to serve NPCC to our fullest capability.

Iszuwan was the Parade Commander for NDP 08. Sufie was the Best Unit Male Cadet. Firdaus was the representative for Fajar Secondary School at the Singapore NDP 08. Syafiq was the Annual Camp 2009 Assistant Camp Coordinator. I was the Annual Camp 2009 Camp Coordinator. Umairah was the Best Unit Female Cadet.

All the post that we took before had been one hell of a memory. Lots of ups & downs during the process of acheiving a successfull time in the particular post. Being the Parade Commander need to be perfect on the actual day or you will be shame in front of the whole school. Being the Best Unit Male Cadet & Best Unit Female Cadet needed lots of patient & frequent training for drills to give a perfection one every training. Being the representative for Fajar Secondary School at the Singapore NDP 08 was something which was very very honourable. Being the Annual Camp 2009 Assistant Camp Coordinator needed lots of cooperation with the Coordinator & team. Lastly, being the Annual Camp 2009 Camp Coordinator needed tons of patient level, stress management must be sky high & the camp must run well or CC will take the blame & shame.

Today's POP was fantastic! It will be one of the well remembered days in my life. Its very touching to see the upcoming NCOs busily planning in their groups & working on some cards just to make our last day in NPCC such a memorable one. It did bought back memories whereby my squadmates & I sat at the McDonalds BPP & planning for the Annual Camp 2009. Disagreements & foughts did happened during planning. Tons of papers messily placed in front of me. I busily noting down every suggestions that were shooting at me. What a memory!

To be honest, the plan of the day as what i could saw was great. Fantastic games were prepared for us. The ceremony was great too! Received a card with a picture that was took few hours back & inside the card was filled with different touching comments from the upcoming NCOs.

Parade started at around 4pm. Everything were fine. I was feeling relaxed. It was till the moment whereby the TOs, CIs & WCIs inspect my whole squad. What i meant by inspecting was each TOs, CIs & WCIs will stop at each cadet & give some word of encouragement & appreciation talk. I seriously couldn't hold back my tears & broke down a little. You know why? The switch on the song title "Hero" by Mariah Carey. That song was the main cause of me to break down. The word of encouragements + appreciation talks + song title "Hero" by Mariah Carey + touching moments = Too Unbearable.

To my Sec 1s,

All the best in your NPCC career. Do enjoy every single moments of NPCC. Its a sad thing that i can't guide you people all the way to POP. The last training time i had with all of you was the furthest i could go. But i will be always there to support all of you till you people POP! Don't worry! Continue & have the uttermost fun in NPCC!

To Sec 2s,

Prepare yourself for the biggest time of your NPCC career that will be next year as the NCOs! All the best & have the uttermost fun too!

To Sec 3s,

Time is running out. You people will POP in about 1 year few months. Enjoy every moment to the earth core! Treasure it! Create as much unforgettable memories along the way before you POP! Jia you Sec 3s! All the best on taking over us as the NCOs & have the uttermost fun too!

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Thursday, November 19, 2009 ( 12:21 AM )

Yaw! I am back. With a fantastic news in hand! I am employed for a job! I repeat that again. I am employed for a job! One last time. I AM EMPLOYED FOR A JOB! Hahs! Some may say its a good news as at least i got something to do rather than just wasting my life at home earning nothing or going out spending again & again. Whileas, some may say its a bad news as holiday is left estimated about only 1 month left. How about me?

Ironically, i can't describe what am i feeling now. Should i say happy? But the laziness to work is still stubbornly staying in my body. Should i say unhappy? Nahh. Who in the world will be unhappy when they're employed! Hahs! Should i say mixed feelings? Nahh too. Told you that there's NO unhappy feeling in me. Hmm! Should i say Indescribable Feelings? YES! Perfection one.

Where am i working? Hahs! A fantastic question. One fine day you will know & be amazed of it. Hahs!